my journal 3

very interesting

min 28
you vow to forward the work of satan
you vow to break the faith of a christian
you vow to get a man of interest in a compromising situation

min 33-34-35-36
The witches call their members, the "wanters" - these people pay to get something
you don't join these cults but you're asked to join
the witches are murderers, in terms of making human sacrifices and causing the deaths of other humans
threats, dead animals parts in your house...
they're able to do telepathy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi9pZEhNQvQ
 
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Another excellent video (see video below)... and keep in mind that I was agnostic until a week ago, but it's now clear to me that 1) demons exist (cf. magicians videos), 2) that they're afraid of Christians (cf. exorcisms, etcetera), so probably this means that 3) Jesus also exists so does God.

It was so simple, and it is almost odd that technology has made me a believer - I became a believer thanks to youtube. They always told me that I had to believe in God without proof, but proof pretty much exists. The only thing that puzzles me is how simple this seems to be, in other words, how simple the proof of the Christian god is:
1) magic through demons
2) demons afraid of Christians (holy water, prayers...)

This however still does not prove that the good souls have eternal life, and it doesn't mean that all the bad souls go to hell... it is very very complex. But now I know that the bible was not just a fairy tale.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gx9O_2EzuIE
 
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http://www.plim.org/demonleaders.htm

Was Nazism born of secret societies and the occult?

Most people are not aware of the fact that the Nazi Party (National Socialist Worker Germany Party) was the offspring of the Germany secret societies (OTO - Order of Oriental Templars, The Thule Society, and the Vril Society). All of these secret societies dealt with the occult and black magic. The members of these groups used channeling and séances to get so-called secret wisdom from the spirit world. Due to limited space, future articles of the PLIM REPORT magazine will deal more with the philosophy of Nazism, black magic, and the secret societies.

Dr. Walter Johannes Stein, an adviser to Winston Churchill during the WW II, knew this and understood Hitler’s psyche for he had met him when they both were in their twenties. Dr. Stein also pointed out that the basis of Nazism was black magic or secret occult powers and it was not just a political dogma, as many are led to believe.

Trevor Ravenscroft’s book Spear of Destiny said that Dr. Stein originally planned to write a book on this matter against the advice of Winston Churchill. Dr. Stein felt the Nuremberg Trials conspired to hide the fact from the public that black magic practices or Satanism was at the heart of Nazi policy. The Nuremberg trials called the behavior that defined Nazism as “mass mental aberration.” Thus few people realized the role that secret societies and the black occult played in the start of both World War I and II.

These were some of the most important factors that you will not find listed in your censored history books. The irony is that the Apostle John’s vision in Revelation prophesized that the world would be deceived by the spells and sorcery of Mystery Babylon (Rev. 18:23) and here we have an example of the powers-that-be refusing to tell the people the real secret of Nazism.

Academic scholars scoff at the notion that Nazism is in reality black magic. Thus, they are unable to understand the mindset of Nazism except to say that they were psychopaths.





Was Hitler under demonic influence?

The answer is yes. Although, modern science and psychology do not believe that such entities exist, there is small group within their ranks that are beginning to say there exist malevolent forces that can supplant the human personality. There seems to be no other rational explanations for such behavior.

One of the manifestations of evil in the earth-plane is demonic possession of the human consciousness. This is where a malevolent spirit entity supplants the will of the soul and performs its will in the human consciousness. Whatever one’s political or religious belief, one has to understand that there are very powerful and sinister spiritual forces influencing human behavior and human events.

Hitler’s aide Hermann Rauschning in his book Hitler Speaks describes the trance that Hitler entered when he spoke during various political rallies. Hermann describes Hitler as a medium for spirits and said that he was possessed by them. He writes: “One cannot help thinking of him as medium. For most of the time, mediums are ordinary, insignificant people. Suddenly, they are endowed with what seems to be supernatural powers, which sets them apart from the rest of humanity. The medium is possessed. Once the crisis is passed, they fall back again into mediocrity. It was in this way, beyond any doubt, that Hitler was possessed by forces outside of himself - almost demonical forces of which the individual man Hitler was only a temporary vehicle. The mixture of the banal and the supernatural created that insupportable duality of which power was conscious in his presence … It was like looking at a bizarre face whose expression seemed to reflect an unbalanced state of mind coupled with a disquieting impression of hidden powers.

Hermann Rauschning also stated that Hitler told him that he suffered many terrible nightmares and that he would wakeup screaming in terror speaking about spirits. Hitler also told him that he saw a “new man” in his dreams. “He is intrepid and cruel. I was afraid of him.” This “new man” in unrighteousness was the devil’s counterfeit copy of the Messiah, for theApostle Paul said “ Therefore if any man be in Messiah (Christ), he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new (2 Cor 5:17)”

Trevor Ravenscroft’s book Spear of Destiny says the following about the dark forces of Hitler “Rauschning himself knew only too well that Hitler had abandoned himself to forces, which were carrying him away-forces of dark and destructive violence!”




Was Stalin controlled by demons?

Stalin (1879 -1953) ruled Soviet Russia from 1924 - 1953, after Lenin died and killed 60 million during the Communist purge, a most horrific event. A mere human cannot cause such carnage. Most people will agree that there were demonic forces controlling him. Only preternatural spirits could influence this evil and show such disdain and callousness for the human race. One Catholic couple has been well acquainted with preternatural spirits. Ed and Lorraine Warren are exorcists who cast out spirits from haunted houses as they did in the Amityville Horror story. Ed Warren defined a preternatural spirit, in the book Demonlogist, by Gerald Brittle as: ”…the inhuman spirit …possessed of a negative, diabolical intelligence fixed in a rage against both man and God (p. 9).”

Many associates and relatives of Stalin confirm this same mindset in their writings about him. Here are some quotes from the book Marx and Satan by Richard Wurmbrand:

Stalin’s daughter Svetlana Alliluyeva said that a terrible demon had possession of Stalin. She wrote: “Beria (the Soviet minister of interior) seemed to have had a diabolic link with all our family … Beria was a frightening, wicked demon … A terrible demon had taken possession of my father’s soul.

The Secretary of the Communist International allied himself with Stalin in the struggle with Trotsky and others in the 1920’s after Lenin died wrote the following about Stalin “He is not a man, but a devil.”

Stalin Kaganovitch brother-in-the-law wrote the following in his diary. “I started to understand how Stalin managed to make himself a god. He did not have a single human characteristic … Even when he exhibited some emotions, they did not seem to belong to him …”

Stalin wanted to be worshiped as God demonstrating what spirit was indeed leading and guiding him (Isa. 14:14).

To understand the mindset of Stalin requires a brief look at the belief system of the founder Karl Marx (1818-1883). Solomon worte: “For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he. (Pro. 23:7).” What is astounding is that when one examines the other writings of Marx, the so-called founder of communism, one finds that Marx was a Satanist before he embraced communism. The Romanian expert on Stalin, Rev. Richard Wurmbrand, states that Marx was a Satanist and that he belonged to a Satanist cult.
 
My family and I are being attacked by demons.

A week ago, right after I started studying demons, my mom almost got run over by a car. Two days ago it was my dad's turn. Yesterday it was my turn. The cab driver avoided in two instances cars that were coming at us as if we were invisible. The same happened to my mom and dad. Cars went towards them as if they did not see them.

Since demons exist and since I am posting these things, I am assuming these aren't coincidences and that in fact they are attacking me and my family.

I read similar things from other people who were investigating demons.

Maybe the technical problems the entire forum is experiencing are also due to demonic attacks. You can't use any of their editing software (bold, quote, etcetera -- it seems as if it were all disabled).

Furthermore, I noticed that in the last two days my journal has had 15 thousand visits, which is 100 times as much as it gets on average in 48 hours. Who else if not demons? Probably their visits count 10 times as much as a regular user. Or maybe they messed with the counter.

Something does not seem right. A lot of things do not seem right. Maybe this is self-deception and paranoia, and a long list of coincidences, but I don't think so.

In case I stop writing in the next few days, you'll know that they succeeded in causing me an accident.

Oh, and, all by itself, the flame went out on the gas stove in the kitchen, twice in the last 10 days, and it was not because the water fell on it. I can't remember it ever happening before.

Obviously the demons do not bother the orangutan but me. The good people are the ones getting harassed. The evil people are the ones getting away. I guess that life would be too easy otherwise. Now I also know why he occasionally blasphemes against the Virgin Mary. He is probably possessed, at least some of the time.

At the end of this month, the orangutan will retire. I hope I'll live to see that day.

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Just great. I came home on a cab again, and again, we nearly escaped having an accident. On a road that is usually very quiet and peaceful another car came from the left and did not yield. Once again it seemed as if we were invisible, and I said it to the cab driver and he laughed and said "exactly...". This time we were only 5 cm from hitting the other car. Once again, it was the other driver who was wrong.

At this point, I have no doubts this is demonic but what I wonder is:
1) are they warning me and trying to scare me and respecting a rule that seems to be that they won't kill me? Indeed, it seems odd that, with all this power, they have not achieved their objective but clearly shown me that I am at risk.

2) is there a guardian angel, so to speak, who keeps them from succeeding?

Another thing I wonder is why these technical problems with this forum persist and they don't even mention there are any problems in their appropriate forum section. I don't think I am imagining the problems, and I see the problems on the other threads, too.

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I am going to stop discussing this dangerous topic. I've risked enough already.



My last public reasoning on this subject is as follows. If we're being possessed by demons when we do evil, maybe we are being possessed by angels when we do something good. Maybe all humans are are like the tanks in the risk strategy game, just instruments in a huge battle between good and evil. Such a game would not make much sense to me, as it seems almost too simple, but this is the clear picture that I have been getting so far.

Or maybe as humans on the earth we are being tested, and there will be a further level where we will be graded, according to our performance. But we have no idea if we will be rated according to how generous we were, how evil, how smart... no idea. We might very well be rated better if we behave badly. I mean, right now the easiest thing to me seems to be on god's side... but maybe this will change. After all, some of the apostles betrayed Jesus. Although today it is not as risky to be Christian (not as Christian as the apostles anyway).

This is a very complex and dangerous subject. Anyway, after these last two weeks, I have most certainly established that spirits exist, and that it is only self-deception and cognitive dissonance that's keeping other people from understanding this fact. Another clear fact is that some of these spirits, the so-called "demons" are really afraid of Jesus. Furthermore, I have heard some people say that these spirits are all evil, whereas others argue that the majority of spirits are benevolent, and only some are evil. It is a very interesting subject. However, I will do no more discussion here and hopefully there will be no more attempts on my life. I will just watch the videos and keep this reasoning to myself, especially because no one wants to listen to me anyway.

...

Actually I just realized that the whole forum works except Trading Journals. Just great. Speaking of paranoia. When did I ever see a software that stops working just for one forum section? Anyway, whoever is doing this, they're clearly discouraging me from posting any further on this subject.

My last video and then I am done with this subject. This video shows children who witnessed the child abuse and child murder going on in these rituals that I've been discussing in the last few posts.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy+18%3A10-11&version=KJV
Deuteronomy 18:10-11King James Version (KJV)

10 There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch.

11 Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer.

Here it comes, titled "FROM THE MOUTHS OF BABES COMES TRUTH (better audio)", posted by Australia 4 Truth:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzueXF25KI8
 
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I went to Mass, took the Holy Communion, confessed and I am now back home. I hadn't gone to church for a long time.

I need to do some urgent reasoning, or rather some reasoning is urging me to be written down.

See if you can follow me, because I cannot find any understanding anywhere else.

I mean, everyone seems to be on a different page than me, except maybe Vigilant Christian:
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheVigilantChristian/videos

Which right now is my favorite youtube channel, by far.

So here's my reasoning, although here I don't even agree completely with Vigilant Christian.

Summary of my reasoning of the last few years.

I seem to live in a "reality" that is not the way I had imagined it until recently, and it has deceived me so much that I now even need to ask myself whether I am living in someone else's video game and everything around me is just imaginary, as in the movie "The Truman Show". They might not even be actors but just computers.

But this all depends on how intelligent my creator was.

Another possible reality is that these people around, the entire world around me is actually living and random to some degree.

That's the most probable thing, but let's not exclude the first hypothesis, that I am in the Truman Show.

So I am living in this world, most probable thing, with other humans like me, who are being deceived on average far more than I am being deceived right now.

In other words they still think their leaders care about them, there's such a thing as a free mainstream media, there's the opposition... none of this is true. But of course they've all been too busy with their stupid pastimes (soccer, TV, spending time with their stupid friends, etc.) to find out about anything.

I have now understood that our political and religious leaders worship the devil and even make human sacrifices to the devil. And I have discovered that demons exist, and that they act in this world, on their own, or even by possessing people. But for some reason there is only so much that they will do. They will move a chair to show they are there, but they won't cut off your arm with a knife, even if they had the power to do it.

So it is as if they followed some rules, even some moral rules. Also in who they possess and when. It is absolutely a fascinating topic and definitely not very researched. Or rather, there is a field called "demonology", but it's not widely known. But it is in fact researched.

Then I am also assuming that Jesus exists, because demons are so scared of him, and that's why I went to church again... but still here we have another two problems.

First problem: some people claim that exorcisms work also in other religions, other than Christian. And some people claim that praying to any god will make the spirits go away. I didn't find many such cases, but even one case would be critical and would invalidate the my whole theory.

Second problem. People who open their third eye through drugs or other mental exercises (provided people are real, and I am not in the Truman Show) seem to meet plenty of spirits, dozens of different spirits (cf. what the Vigilant Christian says about his past occultist experiences) but I have seen very few people who claim to have met Jesus, and it is mostly those who have had near-death experiences (cf. previous videos). Those guys have all met Jesus as far as my youtube research shows.

So, one more important point. Jesus wants us to lead a life of sacrifice (no sex except to create children, no eating except to stay alive, no drinking except to stay alive... no nothing except to stay alive, no fun basically) and he even would ask us, ideally, to sacrifice our life to defend our faith in him and the values he taught us (being good to others).

Then, we are asked to lead the life of a missionary (ideally, although he does not say that if we don't, we will go to hell), but very few of us seem to meet him.

While few of us meet Jesus, and it'd be too risky to produce a near-death experience to try and meet him, at the same time, by just taking the right drugs, many meet spirits, and they definitely exist, and some even worship them as I said.

Now the problem is that we could still be in an imaginary reality, whereby Jesus created the devil just to test us, and that would definitely not be a nice thing... I mean asking us to be tortured to death or die on the cross like him, in order to defend our faith in him (who doesn't appear to us), and obtain eternal life -- yet without any guarantees at all. We don't see him, while I know for a fact, that if this is not the Truman Show, demons exist.

So maybe Jesus created demons to test us and that would not be nice.

Or maybe demons create the concept of Jesus (and pretend to be scared of him) in order to test us. Maybe both exist, or maybe just demons exist and they run the whole show. If you look at the magicians doing tricks thanks to the help from demons, you will realize how easy it would have been for demons to possess someone and do everything that Jesus has done. Indeed spirits don't always do evil things. That's why people don't always call them demons, but spirits, although Vigilant Christian says that all spirits should be avoided. He's the expert for me, because I don't want to take the risk of opening up to them.

So maybe Jesus created demons to test us, or maybe demons created Jesus to test us. In either case, it doesn't seem very nice, correct me if I am wrong.

Or maybe there is a third creator who is playing games with us, and created both entities. Then again, it doesn't seem so nice, does it?

I will definitely choose Jesus, because he is nicer, but I am not like those other Christians who keep saying that Jesus is infinitely good. Or at least allow me to say that I don't understand why he is letting us be tested in such harsh ways. Yes, the bible will say that it is because of Adam and Eve and what they did, but I will object that it's not my fault what my ancestors did. According to my reasoning this is unfair. So let us say that I cannot accept the bible and the Gospel so much as to say that it is great, and that I totally embrace it. I will say that I hope Jesus exists and I hope he saves me, and I will do my best to be saved, but I don't understand many of the things that happen to humans in life.

After all this reasoning one may object that I call myself a Christian, but I still have to add a couple of things.

For my upbringing and for my thinking, the most natural thing is to not hurt others. Furthermore, I am a vegan for health reasons, so I would not hurt animals anyway, and I don't believe it is convenient to kill people.

So my life is already close to Christian standards to begin with -- largely because of my upbringing. I just have to make some efforts in the sexual area and the in the drugs area. Other than this, I don't spend much money... maybe I have some problems as far as lack of modesty. I think pride is a sin. Wikipedia says "In Christianity, pride is one of the Seven Deadly Sins".

So I am close to being a "good Christian", I would hope even better than average, but I am still far from being a saint and from being willing to sacrifice my life for others.

Well... what I wanted to say is this. The Christian bet makes sense to me (be good now and maybe you will have good eternal life), it is an acceptable investment with an infinite return (provided I don't have to die on the cross), and it seems the best and only investment available, in that making human sacrifices or even just animals is, for my upbringing and current thinking, totally unacceptable, so I could not stand on that side of the fence.

However the side of Jesus seems to be much more imaginary than the other side.

I even wonder if maybe we didn't achieve progress thanks to the inventions of these satanists and the input of the devil and the possessions by the devil, and you know if that's the case, then one wonders...

I mean you should be aware that songs like stairway to heaven and hotel california were written under demonic possession. And acting performances, the best ones, are under demonic possessions. They're definitely convincing, and since this all ultimately leads to human sacrifice, I have stopped listening to music, watching movies and TV altogether. But still, one wonders: what if all our progress were due to demonic intervention? What good is then progress?

Indeed, progress on this earth, from the perspective of eternal life, does not make any sense.

But then why am I even wasting time to reason about things if all is and will be taken care of by god? And why is my very or rather "supposedly" Christian father being a professor and a politician if not to improve the world? But god takes care of everything, why even bother to be an intellectual?

...or maybe we achieved progress thanks to the ideas spread by Jesus.

I would need to spend a few months to find out what produced progress.

In either case, Jesus' preaching seems to be much more acceptable to me than sacrificing relatives or animals to a god. Maybe because of my upbringing, but I can't change it. So I choose Jesus, at least if I am not required to die on the cross like him or like a saint. But then you wonder: if you become a good Christian (not a saint) thanks to your upbringing why should you achieve paradise and eternal life? What is your merit? One should also weigh the impact of your upbringing. I am not Jenna Bush, raised by a family of satanists. Of course she's going to be a satanist. What is my merit? How fair would it be that she went to hell? Not very fair, because she'd have been like me, had she had the same life.

So in some ways the commonly accepted Christian doctrine and message and concepts seem to be great, but in other ways they do not make sense to me.

Another thing that doesn't make sense is the confession. If I confess, all my sins are gone? Come on. What if you are born in another religion and don't even know about being confessed as a Catholic? How fair would it be to make you go to hell because you were born in India, died at 10 years old... without ever being baptized nor confessed?

Anyway, you get my point.

And yet another problem I see is that, whereas there is an offer of eternal life after death, but in this world we're supposed not just to follow a strict no-fun lifestyle (which is close to what I am living anyway, since I only value intellectual curiosity and staying fit, and neither is in conflict with the Gospel) but we are also supposed to sacrifice our own life for others and for our faith.

So, think about it. The devil asks us to sacrifice someone else. Jesus asks us to sacrifice ourselves. Since the instinct of surviving is the strongest thing, then in extreme situations sacrificing someone else would be easier.

However, there's also another difference. According to my research on Youtube... I forgot what I was going to write.

OK, you get my doubts, and my discoveries and my certainties.

1) 1% I am living in someone else's video game, like Neo in the Matrix
2) 99% I am living with other humans in someone else's video game

We are all struggling to find out the rules that we need to follow for the game to not end. The elite are maybe trying to keep the first coin going as long as possible and possibly forever (but Jesus could always come and kill them all).

The little guys like me are trying to figure out how to get a second coin after the "game over". A second coin to an unlimited game.

But ultimately we are all trying to figure out the best option for us, so, after all, even for Christians... what would make us inherently better than the devil-worshipers?

Maybe just one thing: that we're looking for a solution that will help us without hurting others, whereas they're looking for a solution that hurts others.

But I am not even telling the whole truth. The whole truth is that, by doing nothing and living in Europe, I am still allowing others to die. I am not actively killing them, like the satanist elite does, but I am not actively stopping them either. Anyway, to be continued... hopefully I'll find out something more on this subject, which is the meaning of life.

I think I need an exorcism to get a spirit out of my hand. I am assuming that's why it engages in compulsive scratching of my head, all the time, without being able to stop it.
 
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Regarding the video below, how can he be so confident of the after-life? I really wonder... well, he was an occultist and he has talked to spirits. This is a very important fact. If you talk to spirits, you know or you guess that most likely the soul lives on. However, it is not so sure. He said that he has talked to 30 spirits, but the dead people are billions, so why did he only get to talk to 30 people? Are those the only people who did not go to heaven? Are those 30 people in hell? Purgatory? Vigilant Christian is promising too much to us and he's providing too little evidence. I mean, it is OK to believe but please give me some reason to be so confident as you are. You can't just present 100% faith as if it were 100% fact.

His propaganda is almost as overblown as the Illuminati propaganda. He's out of control, and providing no convincing argument, although he would have quite a few, such as telling us when he met Jesus and when he was exorcised. So he should tell us again about it, instead of telling us about God's mansion in the sky. Here's where he talked about his Christian faith and how it developed and became so strong:
http://www.canarycryradio.com/2015/01/27/ccr-084-the-vigilant-christian/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tem_Er-TIhA
 
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http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2007/06/automatic-writing-what-is-it/

Wikipedia offers a good definition: Automatic writing is the process, or product, of writing material that does not come from the conscious thoughts of the writer. The writer’s hand forms the message, and the person is unaware of what will be written. It is sometimes done in a trance state. Other times the writer is aware (not in a trance) of their surroundings but not of the actions of their writing hand.

I would add that there are actually two ways to do automatic writing. In the first case, you allow spirit to control your hand while you write messages. This is very similar to using a ouija board except that with automatic writing you are alone. I don’t recommend that anyone utilize this method of automatic writing because you are allowing spirits to take control of you, which can lead to some negative consequences. If you were very trained, however, and had good psychic and trance control, you could allow beings of high vibration to write through you.

The second way to utilize automatic writing is as a form of dictation. Instead of going unconscious while another entity writes with your hand you could listen and write what you hear. In this way, you are not allowing another entity to control you. Rather, you are simply listening to what is being said and writing down what you hear. To accomplish this you’ll use a meditative process instead of vacating your body to allow an entity to write through you. With this second method you can either use pen and paper, or you can type what you hear in a journal program or Word document.
 
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