Thank you for your comprehensive response. I understand the emotions you are feeling right now and that it is very disappointing at this stage, particularly given the work you have put into the project and what it represents to you in terms of your personal goals etc. I tend to agree with your summation of the current situation and the effect of a wrong/unlucky choice of system combo , scaling up too fast (insufficient profit cushion ) and general bad luck. I do however think there may be steps you can take to prevent this from happening again over and above not breaking your own rules ['...of only enabling systems that have been good both in back-testing and forward-testing...'] and better money management. There is nothing any of us can do about luck !
I have placed in italics some parts of your reply that I found interesting. My further comments that explain my thoughts in the respect above, are below each point:
I read that you have not seen automated traders being profitable more than discretionary traders. That's interesting because recently an Italian trader, friend of mine, told me that he thinks there are no profitable discretionary traders, while there are a lot of profitable automated traders.
I have personally seen the account statements of profitable discretionay traders but to this date have not seen any from automated/mechanical traders.
Are you saying the large financial institutions can do it?
I have no first hand evidence of this but I assume so given the press it has had ?
I don't understand the concept of "placing the same bet over and over".
What I guess I am getting at here is that you knew of the general correlations effect of your systems portfolio ie that they did better with Eur and Es rising rather than falling. On a basic level, some instruments are correlated either directly or inversely, for eg there exists a high direct correlation between eurusd and gbpusd and an even higher inverse correlation between eurusd and usdchf. Even amongst trading instruments of differing asset classes for eg there exist correlations usdcad and oil for eg.
So, when you have a large portfolio of trading systems trading disparate trading instruments there will be known corelations and unknown/undiscovered correlations and in general you knew that in general the portflio was correlated with Eur and E's fortunes...when these fell, generally speaking, - so did your equity line...any precipitous fall in thesee instruments would therefore result in a correspondingly bad fall in your equity line.
Why then were you happy to continue in this knowledge ? Ie why did you not seek to better hedge your portfolio to result in it being more balanced and therefore be more cushioned against say a 1000+ pip fall in Eur over the last 10 days ? (see pic below.) The fundamental environment re the Eur has been precarious to say the least in this period, what with Sovereign debt problems and contagion etc, was this fall in the Eur more probable than not at some point given this environment ?
I also have to admit: my systems are not that good. And I was not that good at picking a good combination. I was affected by wishful thinking to some extent. I was not expecting the worst of the worst to happen as soon as we started trading the new combination.
This is a startling revelation about your systems. We have disagreed before about whether you are picking the system combo to be traded discretionarilly or as you might prefer to call it - with an evolving intelligent methodology for doing so. It could be argued that the discretionary changing of the system combo - at the new account high has in part done for the then +37k equity line, ie that the old discretionary demon that has blighted your manual trading in the past has struck again.
Whatever the case I understand your point about wishful thinking and it illustrates perfectly why trading is so hard...the emotions required in certain situations often run counter to natural human emotions. In short text; When we need to fear it is the more natural human emotion to hope, and when we need to hope it is the more natural human emotion to fear.
If I were given the opportunity to trade again, with someone else's capital ........The extra thing I know is that my systems suck really bad, and you're never too picky in choosing what you will trade. And that if the past showed a 27k relativized max drawdown, you should be ready to witness a 54k drawdown as soon as you start trading.
I think you are right about the drawdown in the forward sample versus what is seen in any back sample. Before my trading career began in earnest I was involved in horse racing and when I came across a system/methodology that had an LLR (longest losing run) of say 10 I would double it and add 1/2 again (25) and that divided into the available bank would give the new level/unit stakes for laying/backing accordingly. In other words my 'drawdown cushion' was an extra 150% to what had been experienced before in it's known history.
As for the way you pick the actual combination of systems for trading at any given time, notwithstanding the intelligent and well reasoned way you went about this, it probably still requires work and/or more good luck ?
Things may well turn around with this investor ie you may not suffer further drawdown below the +37k gains but the probibility now is against that outcome. You are right to plan the future, and learn the lessons of this episode.
BBmac.