ford said:
Bramble,
I suppose this is where we diverge. I have read SOCRATES posts in other threads and he has said that first the right character must be built before you can progress. As far as the Animal lessons go, there has been nothing regarding mechanical trading at all, it has all be lessons regarding the type of person you need to be in order to deal with the market.
The only time SOCRATES has made posts regarding the mechanical side is when he has been asked a question by someone else.
I've read this thread many times over, but it hasnt done anything to help me deal with the psychological problems of trading. I do not see how I can progress without having the right character, which I feel I do not.
SOCRATES posts have made me realise this, and the smashing of my humanity must continue and then the construction of a new persona for trading begin before I go any further.
Right ! This is exactly the problem. The normal you, the person of everyday life is not
properly prepared ~ we could say "armoured" to deal with the information shocks
delivered by the practice of trading.
These information shocks cause damage.
This damage gets worse as time goes by because it is cumulative.
There is no escape from the damage if you utilise your usual persona to
persist in trying to deal with it, and because it is a closed loop situation,
then normally you may recognise the effects to some extent but unable
to deal with them effectively, because this damage develops different
symptoms such as freezing, fear, indecision, remorse, and so on.,
This is part of the defence mecanism that in its perverse logic is doing
its best to save you, but it does not work because as I have explained
previously it is not set up correctly for this purpose but perfectly OK
for everything else.Therefore we must not persist in using it.
But we are i n a closed loop as if we were compelled to carry on using it.
But, when we have the realilsation through enhanced awareness that this
is truly the case, now we are in a position to start doing something
constructive about it. Before we can start to construct, there is alot of work
to be done. That is the preliminary work we are doing here.
And because it is abstract, it seems as if we are either not doing anything
or not enough.
Read all of this very slowly and very deliberately ~ let us see if it sinks in .