i remember when i first started trading about 3yrs ago,i short a position,it goes up stops me out for 20-30 points,i then go long and guess what,
it reverses and takes me for another 20-30 and im fuming.i would have been better sticking with my first position and been losing nothing now,instead i have doubled my losses.or i should not have tried the second in a revenge trade and would have only lost half.
time and time again this would happen.and when i stopped using stop losses,guess what-it just kept going against me now taking me for 50-100 points or as much pain as i could bare.
its maddening,how does the market know which side im on!
i start talking to people telling them its rigged and im told im paranoid.
then theres this news out saying that actually some institutions do recieve news before its released to the public also on youtube theres someone saying the brokers know where the stops are and with a single touch of a key,spike them out.so my paranoia isnt totally unfounded i know im being handicapped but by how much.those 2 instances we know,how much more do we not know? in my mind,i wouldnt be surprised if these brokers havent developed artificial intelligence already.feeding us charts which carry on as normal until the minute you enter a trade,then they alter reality and show you your worst nightmare until you cut your trade with a loss.then they go back to normal to entice you again.
but back then i was also handicapped by my own lack of knowledge,without a plan/strategy and experience adding to my paranoia.
fk i could write a book!
anyway im glad if ive inspired even 1 person.you should write.others might chime in with their 2pence giving you food for thought which might give you ideas to look at things differently or look back and think wtf was i thinking!