my journal 3

good, on abductions and the UFO coverup and disinfo

Ufo's and Aliens Contact 2012 (Full Documentary) - YouTube

196 - UFO Hotspots Map | Strange Maps | Big Think

movie with christopher walken about this subject:

Communion (1989) Full-Movie - YouTube

I found a very interesting interview with the author(s) of that documentary (the main one, with a slight german accent, is Bernhard Guenther):

Bernhard Guenther & Humberto Braga (Time of Transition) interview on the 100th Monkey Radio Show. - YouTube

Bernhard Guenther and Humberto Braga seem very very intelligent to me. Best thing so far by Braga (minute 13) is "once you open up that door, you can't go back, you can't unknow what you know". Awesome. I feel exactly that way. This interview is so good that I could listen to it again, twice or thrice.

Guenther's blog:
Piercing the Veil of Reality

I've added them both on facebook as well, where I've built a nice little network of conspiracists. Facebook has awful search tools, no effective history search or other indexing that is available to users (maybe to the CIA), but it is still very useful as a way to keep track of contacts, to build contacts, and it provides an excellent newsfeed of whatever sources you selected - therefore in my case it's alternative media. Facebook is not half as good as it could be, and maybe intentionally to dumb us down, but if you pick the right contacts, it is an excellent tool to be informated in real time and be in touch with all the interesting people on the web. If you instead are a regular retard, like 90% of people, and you pick regular retards as friends, then it is a dumbing-down tool, as bad as regular television.

Regular Retard vs retarded Mexican on train - YouTube

Yeah, just double-checking the term "regular retard" and its meaning.
 
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good analysis, with reasoning and references:
Why Did CIA Director Petraeus Resign? Why Was the U.S. Ambassador to Libya Murdered? | Global Research
...The Wall Street Journal, Telegraph and other sources confirm that the US consulate in Benghazi was mainly being used for a secret CIA operation.

They say that the State Department presence in Benghazi “provided diplomatic cover” for the previously hidden CIA mission.

Reuters notes that the CIA mission involved finding and repurchasing heavy weaponry looted from Libyan government arsenals...
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Good website with many conspiracy theory resources:
AlienScientist.com

Good youtube channel (same guy):
The Science of TRUTH - YouTube

He provides a scientific analysis and comprehensive reasoning for everything he says. Very very good. Same style as James Corbett:

9/11 Conspiracy Solved: Names, Connections, & Details Exposed! - YouTube

Response to Jesse Ventura's "Death Ray" Conspiracy - YouTube


He's good:

A Scientific Analysis of the Reptilian Alien Theory - YouTube

Best conspiracist so far. even better than Corbett and Mark Dice and Eastwood, because none of them are scientists. He puts together the scientific approach with skepticism for the accepted knowledge and version of history.
 
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Conspiratainment - Conspiracy Entertainment, Fearmongering, and Frauds - YouTube

very deep thoughts about "conspiratainment" - what a reader called "doom porn" in private message where he discouraged me from it - however I am really into real conspiracies much more than conspiratainment, so I'll simply keep on researching

There's conspiratainment and there's researching conspiracies. I have only recently noticed the fine difference. Alex Jones and David Icke are conspiratainment, bordering on research though. This is serious work, but they add emotions, and repetition. Then there's people who do objective research, such as James Corbett, Mark Dice, Patrick Henningsen, AlienScientist.com. They do mostly research, even though of course they're up against this stuff they're researching. They're not neutral.

There's a fine line between the two groups, but there's a difference, in their appeal to emotions vs reasoning. Alex Jones: emotions. David Icke and alienscientist.com: reasoning.

Here's more wisdom by mark dice:

Sssssome More Thoughtssssss on Reptiliansss from Mark Dice - YouTube
 
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Here's another hard-working debunker and yet a truther at once, his name is Chris White and he's been praised by mark dice:

My Rant To The Truth Movement - YouTube

and sure enough he's been interviewed here by corbett:

Debunking Ancient Aliens with Chris White - YouTube

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latest chart of conspiracist who do thorough research:

1) alienscientist.com
2) mark dice
3) james corbett
4) chris white
5) Patrick Henningsen (still don't know much about his work, so he could go up)

Then there's a lot more good researchers, such g. edward griffin, but these are the most informed on the latest events.
 
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Wow, what a bad start today.

Actually I slept well. Then I took a cab, and that's the bad part. If one day I don't write anything, it's because of a taxi driver who killed me or sent me to the hospital.

Roman taxi drivers are almost as bad as american taxi drivers.

"I can't see the meter", I said - it was hidden by the middle seat. This car had a reclining seat in the middle. He didn't lower it. Or is it "fold" it? I think it was a "foldable" seat. Too much work here, looking up words...

Anyway, he eventually folded down the seat (I think it's the correct term) so I could see the meter. Man, was I tense during the whole 10 minute trip. It was the cheapest ride in months, actually, because we were lucky with the green lights, but I felt he was going to stab me at any time. I mean, I never met such a rude cab driver. He actually expected me to be OK with not seeing the meter. It's like "I can't see the meter" and he was like "Yeah, I know, so what?". Mother ****er. How rude and dishonest do you have to be to act like that? I said to myself "he either folds the seat or I am getting off this cab". That is a very stressful situation to experience. At least by my standards.

I meet such assholes about once or twice a year. Or thrice. Never got into a physical fight. Verbal fights about twice a year. I always tip 15% (even though here it's not required nor expected), even after a verbal fight. I am honest and generous, but on principle I don't want to get ripped off.

Each time I meet these assholes I am left in a bad mood for the whole day. I am that sensitive. And today I don't even consider it a "verbal fight". That's why I simply avoid people, because by interacting with people I get into a bad mood out of being disappointed. I am not just talking about taxi drivers, but also colleagues and even relatives... no, relatives are OK. But, remember this summer: even relatives can be unpleasant.

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Today I have those two shorts on ZN and another short on HG. Let's see how it's going...

Copper still there, where I entered. ZN is going great. I am at about 11300 of capital. I think by the end of today I will be above 12k. I am confident that this week I will reach... 15k. This will be the week. Oh, yeah. Maybe I'll even travel to the island to celebrate. And go for a swim.

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Yesterday I slept well despite my sleep schedule being totally screwed up from the weekend. I drank two beers one hour before going to sleep and took one pill of melatonin "light". That's what it's called. It worked perfectly. Beer to knock me out, but not too much. And melatonin to keep me asleep throughout the night.

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Today I have the usual task, when he'll come in half an hour, of keeping my roommate at a distance and keep his hands off me. If he comes and wants to put his hand on my shoulder, I have to turn my chair, facing him, so he cannot get to my shoulder. It's been working for two weeks but he's still trying. This monkey likes to touch people. It's like breathing to him. But if I turn on my chair and face him, in order to put his hand on my shoulder he'd have to get between my legs, which he won't do of course. Since I have the window behind me, he sometimes pretends to be going to the window, and then on his way back he quickly touches my shoulder. Mother ****er. But he only did it once, because since then, whenever he goes to the window, I turn on my chair facing him so he can't do anything.
 
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Goddamn conspiracy theorists community. I keep writing in these forums and things don't work out for me as well as expected.

1) I wrote in a chat belonging to a conspiracy radio, and this veteran told me I was a woman posing as a man, because my syntax was too correct (no spelling mistakes, etc.) and because I was too "submissive". Jesus what a bunch of animals.

2) I was on facebook and this bitch asked for advice to do practical things against the powers that be, I advised her to become a vegan and to do a corporate boycott and she wrote "what the **** are you talking about". Then I removed her from my friends and blocked her for life.

3) I wrote to a conspiracy researcher congratulating him on his research and he didn't even reply.

4) I sent a link to corbett report and he/they didn't even thank me.

**** them all. These people are supposed to be the good guys? I am going to join the Illuminati.

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my little control freak lab is undergoing a crisis: humans aren't supposed to get in, and, since I forgot the rule #1, the more I interact, the more I get upset and the more I am reminded of it. Interacting with humans is frustrating and if I want a lab setting, I should keep humans out.

Why is it so frustrating. Because they don't follow the same rules, and even if they did, they still may be frustrating to me.

Even interacting with humans on the internet is frustrating. Maybe even more frustrating, because they're more rude.

I need firewalls and filters to only let in the good ones, which is like 5% of them. Still millions.

The problem is that it's hard to intake information... for example the researcher, I'd like to make friends with him, but he didn't reply to my email. Maybe he's a good researcher but an asshole at once. Go figure.

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Today is a Monday. I called the barber shop, as they're closed on Mondays, but I arranged a meeting with him alone, so he can cut my hair and I don't have to meet the other customers nor the other barbers. Somehow we made friends last time I went and he agreed to cut my hair on a holiday. So I'll try to go on a holiday every time I go to the barber.

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So getting back to what I was saying about the "lab". I am trying to make my life into a lab, where I am not going to have interferences from humans. If not a lab, something like this journal, where I can only get messages from people on my contact list. So I should accept that when I leave the lab, I am exposed to these animals... but you see what bothers me is the truthers, I didn't expect them to be such animals. I am going to keep trying for a bit longer, like a month, and then I might still study this material but without interacting, if they disappoint me as seems to be the case so far.

I mean, you find some bright minds, you congratulate them, they don't reply. You want to be their friend, send them a link and, again, no reply. And that's when you're lucky and you don't get insulted in public.

I am starting to think that among the truthers, the percent of decent people is just as among the sheeple, which is about 5%.

But let's even assume that they're nicer and smarter than the sheeple, I cannot keep on expecting 100% of them to be decent people. Probably that 5% of the decent sheeple, can go up to a 50% of truthers. Yet that will not rule out all disappointments. If I hung around with vegan truthers, then that percentage could go up to 90%. The meatarian truthers instead are the worst group, because there's a high percentage of veterans among them, and the veterans have a high percentage of assholes. Which is people who don't know good manners basically. The group I need to associate with is vegan academic truthers.

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In the meanwhile, the first trade got closed and I lost about 200 dollars:

HG.jpg

We'll see what else got traded once I get home, after the barber shop.

It's a tough day. Being destabilized by these fellow conspiracists, whom I was relying on, and who are turning out to be partly assholes. Hopefully I'll get some profit from trading.

Roommate sucks as usual - he came at 10.40 (he says he went to the hospital again, bull****), made nothing but phone calls all day long, now he left and went to chat in the other room. Five minutes ago, he walked across the room and came by the window, so I had to turn toward him, to avoid being touched on the shoulder on his way back. Disgusting animal. A monkey, basically.
 
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Ok, back home. Still no answers from any of the conspiracist researchers that I admired and wrote to. Very disappointed.

Let's check the battlefield.

Snap1.jpg

Pretty good. Today there's an explosion in the markets. Everything is flying. Of course I wasn't on it. I was there when it began, but didn't stick around long enough to seize any huge profit. I'll do it when I'll have more money.

Anyway, capital is now close to the 12k I was hoping.

(W3ST90) ENZO ENZO Juste quelqu'un de bien - YouTube
 
ultimately mark dice is the best, because he combines knowledge, logic and analysis with humor:

Illuminati Symbolism at American Music Awards Last Night - YouTube

Corbett and AlienScientist.com are very rational but kind of boring. Henningsen and Chris White are good but I don't know them yet. The others are not good enough researchers. So far, all in all, for an extended period of listening and watching, Mark Dice beats them all.

Thanks for getting your legs blown off for the Illuminati banking elite! Happy Veterans Day! - YouTube

courageous, wise
 
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today I really have nothing to say, but I enjoy typing in this excellent vbulletin forum software

i am back at work, my roommate will come in one hour and say that he was at the hospital for some testing

today i am expecting a fall by ZN, despite it being a Tuesday, which is the most bullish day for bond futures

i slept well

according to the 2012 prophecy this is our last month of life

really can't find much else to say

no complaints about the cab ride today

it's just a pleasure to write, as usual

to write and to be read

great pleasure

you see, in my family my father never really listened to me - he was too busy pontificating to us, so it's not like i could ever come home and tell what happened to me during the day. He was doing it all the time. He had no time to listen to his family.

So maybe that's why now I am left with a desire to be listened to.

Or maybe, despite this impression, being only child I received a lot of attention, and that is why I now have this desire for talking and for people to listen to me.

I don't know which one it is, if it's too much attention or too little attention, or maybe there's nothing wrong with me, and I have received the right amount of attention. But in reality I think I want more than my share of attention, so we could definitely argue that I am not "normal". But then again, not being a regular "sheep" isn't necessarily a bad thing. Actually, I would even say that I am not a regular idiot. I am an abnormal idiot. And instead of spending time rooting for my home team, I spend it thinking about other things. I am not a regular monkey.
 
Petraeus Resignation Distracts From CIA-Asset Christopher Stevens Actual Mission in Benghazi
...Petraeus wrote: “Yesterday afternoon, I went to the White House and asked the President to be allowed, for personal reasons, to resign from my position as D/CIA. After being married for over 37 years, I showed extremely poor judgment by engaging in an extramarital affair. Such behavior is unacceptable, both as a husband and as the leader of an organization such as ours. This afternoon, the President graciously accepted my resignation.”

In another version of this story, the Main Intelligence Directorate asserts that when Petreaus refused to speak with Obama concerning his firing, US Federal Forces intercepted Petreaus’ car at DuPont Circle wherein a shooting match ensued. Mainstream propaganda reported the scene away as an attempted robbery even though no evidence of a robbery was recounted.

Petraeus was brought to Obama and forced to resign; admitting to an extramarital affair...
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Much more at the link.

Another good article here:
Obama Topples Top Coup Leader After Washington Gunbattle | EUTimes.net
The Main Intelligence Directorate (GRU) is reporting today that President Barack Obama has accelerated the purge of US Military officers involved in a coup against his regime by the “firing in disgrace” of former Four-Star Army General and current Director of the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) David Petraeus [first photo left] yesterday.

According to this report, after his refusal to meet at the White House with Obama this past week, US Federal Forces loyal to the President stopped General Petraeus’ vehicle in DuPont Circle in Washington D.C. yesterday (Friday) morning whereupon a short gun battle ensued (Washington D.C. police are reporting this incident as an attempted robbery). General Petraeus was, then, apprehended, brought before Obama and forced to resign in disgrace over his supposedly admitting to an extramarital affair...
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Another one:
Obama’s Changing of the Guard: Why Are Top Military Generals Are Being Fired?
...The musical chairs game being played in the White House just after the re-selection of Barack Obama point to a clandestine move toward centralized power in the executive branch that could be in response to rumors of civil war, assassination plots against Obama and the ultimate expansion of presidential power as Obama becomes poised to develop his role as America’s first dictator.
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And this lady doesn't look crazy:
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It is beyond our 1st Amendment Right to Free Speech. Our Republic is at stake.

Because information and knowledge is Power, Occupy Corporatism is an educational resource filled with News Clips, Documentaries, and News articles covering topics from all over the world. Through posts here, you can read, watch and learn about domestic and international issues that plague our world.

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Back home.

It was an OK day. He did eventually touch me though, after resisting for 2 weeks. I have to find a better way, probably bend back my reclining chair a bit, so he cannot reach with his arm.

He came and talked to me, and I was sitting while he was standing up, I was facing him as usual, but this time, as he was talking to me, he reached for my shoulder and put his hand on my shoulder, for two interminable seconds.

Then he tried again, later in the day, and this time he didn't manage because I was leaning backwards, like the guy in this picture.

Chair_lean.jpg

This might work, for good. If it does, I will patent it.

All this work, because I can't tell him "keep your hands off me, you son of a bitch!". I don't know. I find it very offensive to tell this to someone.

one flew over the cuckoo's nest taber best moments - YouTube

...amazing actors.

Anyway, enough of this for today.

Let's check out the battlefield:

Snap1.jpg

Capital is well above 12k, finally!!!!

I am quite happy, because I've been this high only six months ago, before I blew out my account with a series of discretionary trades.

Now. This capital is enough to go on with automated trading without a huge risk of blowing out my account.

From here on, I could simply smoke pot all day long and I'd make money.

Let's try to make it happen.

I can't wait to quit my job and then I'll only have to deal with people when I go out to eat:

As Good As It Gets - Melvin Walking to Restaurant - YouTube

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Ok, I'll post it but it's the last time, because otherwise now it starts looking like I am showing off and that brings bad luck (you know, it's in bad taste to show off):

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so, as you can gather, my account is now at 14k. This is really awesome. And now we can all celebrate. I mean, me and my four readers.

So, it might not last until the end of the day. At the same time, it could get even better.

Most likely though, I will make some money.

So, I am going to keep calm, and let the systems close the trades naturally.

Finally I have reached (most likely) a capital that I hadn't reached in years. This capital would be enough to quit my job, but for now I'll sit on this, let the systems trade, and do nothing about the job.

In just one month, my schedule will allow me to go home at 14.30, which is really like being on vacation. Or like when I went to school, except I have no homework and no verbal exams. Just awesome.

I am almost "happy".
 
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You know, at minute 40, you understand that the guy who made who made this video is not crazy but actually nailed it:

The Shining Code 2.0 (complete film) - YouTube

At the start it seems like this dude is having delusions, but at minute 40 it all comes together. The Shining is a movie about the faking of the moon landing by Kubrick himself.
 
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