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back on the serenity

The question that now is bothering me is who is she and what they're talking about.

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You're in the middle of the ocean, and yet you go to the internet lab and do whatever you want, regardless of the weather conditions. This is like a sailing city.

I read there's cruises that last 100 days. I need to get on one of those. They go around the world. When you come back, your country could be wiped out, but you'll be ok. Much better than buying your own boat, and cheaper, too. You just live on a cruise ship, when you feel like it. Saving money, because it's not like you're buying the ship.

It's like those astronauts going into space for months, and when they came back the USSR no longer existed. A cruise ship around the world is the closest thing to going into space.

http://travel.qandas.com/cruises/what-is-the-longest-cruise.html

Silversea currently offers a 126-day luxury world cruise that docks at 61 ports on six continents. It costs $52,794 for the entire cruise...

No ****. It is not cheaper than buying my own boat. For that I'd only need a few thousands:
http://motors.shop.ebay.com/Sailboats-/63728/i.html
 
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great way to spend 152k:
http://res.cruisecheap.com/travel/cruise/sailplan.rvlx?CruiseItineraryID=161089

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and you're not playing it right

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http://www.kroooz-cams.com/serenity/serenity.php

Wow... fascinating. I found someone writing a journal from the serenity:
http://boards.cruisecritic.com/showthread.php?t=1326516&page=2

January 3rd, 2011, 07:37 PM
Keith1010

Tomorrow The Journey Begins
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Today marks our last full day in Miami before we board the Crystal Serenity tomorrow.

There is no question that there is a lot of vibrancy to Miami and we have thoroughly enjoyed the time we have spent here...

Fascinating... this was written a few hours ago:
http://boards.cruisecritic.com/showthread.php?t=1326516&page=4

Today, 04:37 PM
Keith1010

I couldn't provide links today for the pictures but will do my best to do so tomorrow. Having a few technical problems with the site that hosts the blog.

Here's today's post.

Welcome To Cartagena, Colombia - Day 5
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From time to time we are asked if the ship shows NFL Playoff Games and other sporting events such as College Bowls and the answer is yes. Crystal is great about making arrangements and paying the extra costs to show these types of events and this coming weekend is no exception. We hope your favorite teams win as long as they are the same teams we want to win. Just kidding! ☺

We enjoyed another wonderful evening on the ship last night. The evening attire on the ship was informal which is Jacket and Slack (tie optional) for the gents and Cocktail Party Dress or Pants for the ladies...

This reminds me of this scene:


Yeah, I don't want to spend 50k on a cruise and be stuck with these snobbish people.

There you go. I found his blog:
http://kesamswc11.blogspot.com/2010/12/solid-planning-makes-for-equally-great.html

And here's the last post:
http://kesamswc11.blogspot.com/2011/01/welcome-to-cartagena-day-5.html

They'll be on this cruise until March, so this means 50k apiece at the very least. Most likely they'll be spending at least 100k apiece on this cruise. This means they've got millions to throw away.

Damn, what a wonderful place the world is for people who have millions. I remember this type of people. They are all so positive and say that there are no problems in life... he wrote a whole post about his wonderful dinner. I can see he's got a lot of worries, and deep thoughts.

Some of the guys I met in college sounded just like these guys, to whom everything is wonderful, admirable, charming and endearing, and the world is a beautiful place. And they participate in a lot of charity dinners. This type of stuff. Better to be antisocial like me than to hang out with these people. I am not going on a cruise. I am just renting a sailing boat with the driver. It's cheaper.


http://www.crystalcruises.com/VoyageDetail.aspx?CID=1302F
Los Angeles to London on Crystal Serenity
DATES : January 17 - May 8, 2011 (Days 110) FARES FROM : $53,240 Per Person

But it can go higher, too:

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Spacious living room
Dining area
Large private verandah
Complimentary wine plus choice of spirits from set menu upon embarkation
Complimentary beer and bottled water in room
Personal butler service
State-of-the-art Bang & Olufsen® sound system
Data port for laptop computer hook-up
Large flat-screen televisions in bedroom, living room and bathroom
Cordless phone
Guest bathroom
Pantry and library
Private workout area
Large bedroom with queen-size bed or twin beds, and third berth
Master bath with Jacuzzi and ocean view
Separate shower and bidet
Walk-in closet
Refrigerator
Security safe
A total of two private car/minivan transfers per voyage from/to the designated airport in the port city of embarkation or transfers to/from other locations within 100 miles of the port city of embarkation

It's just great actually. Too bad it costs 3000 dollars per day.

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CHEAPER CRUISES THAN CRYSTAL
Wow, much better:
http://www.costacruise.com/B2C/USA/...VN_KAT_ATH_IZM_ASH_PTS_ALY_CIV&Cru=PA11110119

There's cruises in a suite (the most expensive one) that costs as little as 200 dollars per day vs the 2000 dollars per day of the Crystal cruises, so this is cheaper than a hotel. I should go on it with my parents. I should be the one paying, too. It's quite cheap and yet the ship is quite good, Costa. It's an Italian company and it leaves and comes back to rome.

"VITO EXPERIENCE" ABOUT TO RESUME
Other than this today I should rest, away from the computer screen.

Monday the Vito Experience awaits me. Only a miracle can save me now. The clock is ticking. In less than 24 hours I will be experiencing Vito, unless a miracle killed him. Or at least hospitalized him.

LOOKING AT THE EQUITY LINE AND FANTASIZING
Now I need to cheer myself up a little bit, so I will post my equity line again (the one of the investors' account):

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We went to as high as 4321.

If we had just pushed 679 dollars higher, to 5000, we would have been able to scale up, according to the understanding we have.

Now we're back at 3400, and who knows how long it will take to get to 5000. Hopefully just a couple of weeks.

NEXT SYSTEMS IN LINE
Scaling up will mean, if they accept my suggestions, including these systems:

NG_ID_2 (from mini to regular contract)
GBL_ON (it trades twice a week at the most)
GBL_ID_2 (we had it on before, then I disabled it, but it was a mistake: it trades rarely, the only survivor of the Opening Gap systems)
ES_ON_2
CL_ID_4 (we can trust it because it has a big out-of-sample: big profit increase, and lowering drawdown)

This means adding 4.75 systems to the present 7.25 systems (the NG_ID_2 is already being traded with the mini contract). It should bring our profit, realistically, from the present 1500 per month, to about 2500 per month.

However even if all this goes according to my wishes, this won't be enough to quit my job. So this is why I need to slow down and take it easy now, because I don't want to quit or sabotage my marathon out of impatience. I don't want to get burned out before the end of the race.

IT'S A MARATHON NOW, WITH THEIR SAFE MONEY MANAGEMENT
This is a marathon for the reason that the investors have this principle: they're not risking more than 5000. So every new potential drawdown by new systems has to be covered by new profit.

We're trading systems with a combined drawdown of 5000? Fine, then we can start immediately. We're trading systems with a drawdown of 10000? Then we need 5000 of profit. We want to trade systems with a drawdown of 30k? Then we need 25k of profit.

And all my systems, all the good ones, have drawdowns of about 10k. If you put them together, those drawdowns usually decrease (usually only in a relative sense, because, as you add systems, the drawdown does not increase as fast or does not increase at all - because they lose in different moments).

MY METHOD DID NOT WORK AND ONLY MADE ME WIN BATTLES AND LOSE WARS
Whether I like it or not, I have to face the facts. I don't have a capital. Whatever capital I had in the past I blew it out. I've reached as big a capital as 31k in the past, reaching 25k about three times, and each time I blew it out, because of the way I reached it: by rushing things. When you do this, if you get unlucky, things go the other way, you panic, and you blow out the remainder of your account.

With the investors' method, you don't have to worry about getting unlucky, and you can wait out any drawdown. But the problem is that you don't double your account every month.

With my method I had to count on being lucky. And the facts say that it did not work. Beautiful 100% a month performances, followed by blowing out my account dozens of times. Is it worth it?

It's not worth it. They are forcing me to trade wisely (on both their account and mine).

RUSHED BY AGING (MINE AND OF THE SYSTEMS)
But whereas before I was just rushed by impatience, now it's a differnt and rational urging myself to speed things up. As I said, at 25, I felt the urge to do things fast out of youthful impatience and ignorance. Now I realize I have to be patient, but I am feeling a similar urge out of "aging impatience". They say that young people are impatient, but older people are probably even more impatient, because they feel their time is running out.

Another thing rushing me is this thing the investors keep telling me: "systems stop working...". Until now I had the conviction that my systems would work forever, and maybe that is the case. Maybe they will actually work for 20 years, which is like saying "forever" for a human. But with all this brain-washing about the systems ceasing to work, they got me worried about it, and now I feel this extra urge to rush things because my systems could stop working any time. As if their profitability had only a few months to go.

In fact, these rushing urges I feel could have counter-productive effects, because it shows in every email I write and in the frequency of my emails to them. I would not be surprised if they told me "leave us alone", "write less", "no more than one email per day" or worse, such as "we can't work with you, because of your compulsive nature". I would not like to be pressured on how to invest my money. I should stop saying "soon we'll reach 5k, so I am thinking of adding these": I've said this for the past seven months. I should just wait until we actually do reach 5k, and then wait for them to ask me what I think should be added. If I did this, I would have spared myself and them, a few hundreds emails.

I SHOULD WRITE FEWER EMAILS AND FEWER POSTS
I should just be quiet and let my equity curve speak. Instead I have been writing almost as many emails as posts on this journal. It's hard to not do it, when you have nothing to do all day long. On the other hand, if I hadn't been like this, I would be just a regular joe six pack, and none of this would exist. But what does really exist? I need to make it happen fast or I would have been better off being a joe six pack.

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Joe Sixpack
Average American moron, IQ 60, drinking beer, watching baseball and CNN, and believe everything his President says.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Joe+Sixpack
Definition: a lower-middle-class or blue-collar male; also written [ Joe Six-Pack ]
Etymology: from average 'Joe' watching TV with a six-pack of beer
What they did get wrong is that it's not lower-middle-class but it's also college students and college professors even.

But that is what I should do temporarily. I should become a joe six-pack with the exception of running and working on my systems. No other ideas or feelings. Just working on this stuff, but without fantasizing about it. I should even go and buy a six-pack of beer right now. It would do me good.

I should watch the news, and laugh at tv programs, like everyone else. I should relax, because by worrying I am not going to make it happen any faster, and there's a big risk i might sabotage myself.
 
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transiting the panama canal

I am glad I didn't miss this one:
http://www.kroooz-cams.com/serenity/serenity.php

Portside cam:
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Starboard cam:
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Bridge cam:
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Fascinating to see it live, on a webcam.

Now... what's the deal with the Panama canal: why can't they just open it normally and let the water flow?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panama_Canal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panama_Canal_Locks

A time-lapse journey through the Panama Canal from the Atlantic to Pacific Ocean onboard a cruise ship...

Ok, first it rises, and then it goes down. I still have to find out why. Oh, and I found out the Serenity was at the Pedro Miguel Locks, in the pictures above. And it's approaching the Miraflores Locks now:

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MS_Radiance_of_the_Seas
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_the_world's_largest_cruise_ships


Biggest cruise ship in the world, capacity of 6,300 passengers (I want to book a trip on this one):
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MS_Allure_of_the_Seas


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_world's_longest_ships
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seawise_Giant

(even longer, but scrapped)



Still don't understand that thing:
How does the Panama Canal's system of locks and dams work?

They say a lof of stuff, but for now I still don't understand exactly how it works.


http://www.marinetraffic.com/ais/shipdetails.aspx?mmsi=538090168

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Ok, maybe I now understand this thing.

Forget the difference in level between the Atlantic and the Pacific. The point is that there's a mountain in the middle of the Panama Canal, so it's not really a canal. They first need to bring the ship up to the mountain and then back down.

This is it.

If they just opened all the gates, the water would flow to the oceans on both sides of the mountain and there would be no water left to carry the ship.
 
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new entry by serenity's passenger

http://kesamswc11.blogspot.com/2011_01_09_archive.html

A lot of "wonderful" things happening:
...Afterwards, we dined in the Main Dining Room with two very special senior officers and we enjoyed a wonderful dinner, with terrific service and a wonderful conversation...

Damn, what a genius I am... I found a way to post the internet lab web cam live (it will update by refreshing this page):

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However, screw the serenity, which has these great web cams, but it is too expensive. I will go on a Costa cruise, in the mediterranean, where a suite costs less than a hotel, and it's closer to home.

This is the ship I will get on:
http://www.costacruise.com/usa/costa_pacifica.html

After all it is normal, the fact that what costs 3000 on a Japanese cruise intended for Americans will cost only 300 on an Italian cruise. Here in Rome you can eat a good meal for 30 dollars, the same meal you can eat in New York at a fancy "Italian restaurant" for 300 dollars. It's the same meal, except in the US, and they will let you believe you're in heaven, whereas you're just being ripped off. Yes, the suite is nicer on Crystal, but not so much nicer to justify a price ten times higher.

Also, there's not as many web cams. All right, it is slightly worse. But you get to stay in the best room for 10% the price of the Crystal cruises, and it's easier, being in Rome.
 
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vito out to get me

Probably vito is already on the subway, definitely he is up.

He will then get to the office, much earlier than me, and he will take his position, in our room.

What an unpleasant image.

In one hour and something, I will be there as well.

Today it will be an unpleasant day for me, the first of an unpleasant series of days. Another 20 days or so with Vito, for sure. Then we don't know, if he will get hired, fired, or if his internship will be renewed.

Today I've slept seven and a half hours, acceptable.

The torture of the Trade2Win Members' Choice Awards goes on:
http://www.tradingawards.com/

You voted, we counted and the results are in!

The results are in, but they haven't told us, after 10 days. I am hoping to win one of the journal awards. Even if I don't, I am curious who wins. But hey, the "the de facto trading community awards" can't do any better than this. They're either counting the votes manually or rigging them.

I am listening to JuneYankee's "go to sleep" mp3 (a youtube video I turned into an mp3), but unfortunately it's not for me right now.

In a few minutes the alarm from my cell phone will go off, and I will get up, shave, take a shower and go to work - actually: get dressed and then go to work. Yeah, I've never gone to work undressed.

GC_ON's trade (ongoing trade from Friday night) is making 450 dollars. Our equity line is now at about 3850, 1150 dollars away from scaling up. 1150 dollars away from making 2500 dollars a month, and still months if not years away from quitting my job. Damn, it sucks...

It sucks, but it's still an unexpected miracle considering that less than two weeks ago we were at an equity of minus 2000 dollars. 6000 dollars in less than two weeks, more than we ever made in seven months.

We'll see how things will turn out. Still feeling restless as usual.
 
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Yep, he's here. He hasn't bothered me yet. Let's try to hold out as long as possible. We've successfully avoided the happy new year and merry christmas part. No hugging, nor anything like that. I was on the phone when he came back to the room from screwing around on the floor, going from room to room like he does several times a day.
 
damn asshole

Some people come by, go up to him and hug him (it's his first day back from the holidays) and he replies that he's in "excellent form as usual" with a big smile on his face (he sounds just like the crook Berlusconi). How pathetic. He's all about appearance and nothing about substance. All this bull**** about how he loves the world, but then if you don't buy his butt-kissing talk, he will mess with your stuff. He goes from "you're my best friend" to messing with your stuff if you're not fooled. I am not going to be a friend with this asshole. One day the truth will emerge, hopefully, and people will see how worthless this guy is.
 
it's 10.55

In two hours he will go to lunch. Then he will come back and I will only have to bear with him for 30 to 45 minutes. For today we're almost finished with the torture. Or rather, there was no torture yet, but a constant fearing of him starting a conversation with me, conversation which would immediately end of course, because I won't reply anything but "yeah yeah..." or "sure...", except if he's asking me for help.
 
it's 12.05

Less than 2 hours to spend with the chimp in the room and the first day (of 20 more days to go, probably) with the chimp is over.

So far it was painless. No attempts at starting a conversation.
 
it's 13.00

The chimp will leave now, any time, for lunch. Then i will have one hour in peace, without his stupidity flowing my way.

Then he will come back at about 14.15, but I'll only stay here until 15.15, so the worst of the day is definitely over. Besides, I have gotten a lot of stuff done, despite him being here, and despite all the slackers coming by to discuss soccer, movies, and other bull**** with him.

Today the new boss is here, so I am not that busy, since he has asked me to postpone the weekly statistics. I have nothing to do until tomorrow. I will read the online newspapers.
 
it's 13.30

OK, now he's gone. Just two more hours to go. Can't wait. Today I haven't slept that well.

As usual, before going to lunch, he asked me if I wanted him to bring me back a sandwich, the Good Samaritan. Yeah, sure, Vito, so you can spit on it before handing it to me. Give up: I won't be your friend. You should have thought of it before flipping my scanner and repeatedly spreading those envelopes on my table. You won't fool me, Vito. You had your opportunity to be a regular friend, but you blew it, by taking advantage of my kindness. Too late to be sorry now.

Now I've been reading this thing about the danger of routers:
http://www.repubblica.it/tecnologia/2011/01/08/news/sicurezza_router_wi-fi-10965911/

It really sucks. Now it's not enough to not have viruses in your pc and to make sure you have a good firewall - you also have to worry that no one gets into your wireless network. I can't worry about this right now.

Let's just hope that my retarded neighbours who are always slamming the door are not hackers. But since to be a hacker you need to be extremely intelligent, I am not running any risks. That's one of the few advantages of having idiots as neighbours.
 
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it's 14.00

The moron is still out having lunch and I have only another hour and fifteen minutes to go.

The day went all right, all things considered.

The GC_ON made about 190 dollars. Equity is now at about 3600 dollars, 1400 dollars away from the scaling up threshold. Today's trade concluded last week (because it was started Friday night).

Here's what happened in the past two weeks, which is just amazing:

2010_53: profit of 3.644
2011_02: profit of 2.031

The systems never had any other such good weeks, not even as good as the last week, let alone two such weeks one after the other.

An interesting thing to notice is that there is no such thing as the first week of 2011 as far as trading, because 2010 ended on a Friday, so the first week of 2011 was Saturday and Sunday, and therefore as far as trading it doesn't exist.
 
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made it home

Still alive. Back from the first of a series of crappy days with Vito. Today no interference at all from him.

Probably, while on vacation, he made up his mind not to bother me anymore by trying to interact with me.

I am curious to see if this week, after making 6000 in the past two weeks, we will make money once again. After a week with 4000 and a week with 2000 I would be happy with just 1000.
 
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quite bored

No homework from the investors, quite bored.

Actually, they did give me a gigantic task: building a system that is based on volume. But that's too big to start working on it now, or ever for that matter - I don't even know what to start from, and besides, we're not done with the previous gigantic task - another system we're still building together, and this time I am waiting for them to do their homework on it.

So I either need smaller tasks (that I can start and end within a few hours), or I can take on a gigantic task if we work together on it, and if we're done with the previous gigantic task, which we're not.

Even the energizer bunny gets discouraged and tired if he has too much on his hands, or if he has to handle it in a disorderly manner.

(Of course I am also writing this here so that they'll read it).


I've updated the equity curve, but i won't post the chart because it didn't change much (with those extra 200 dollars).

Today no trades from the systems, until now at least. I mean: no real trades. As usual, they made over a dozen paper trades.

Let's check out some Costa cruises. I want to find out which is the longest cruise they have, because with those limited prices, I could consider it.

Somehow I've been attracted to cruises ever since I've started trading - no, actually it began in 2002. But I've always been attracted to the sea/ocean.

The Costa web site is good but it doesn't allow me to search by duration and this sucks. Take me anywhere but I want to stay on the ship for at least one month.

Ok, it looks like the most they have is 11 days.

Here's what I'd like to do, in a succession, every month, since they don't let me stay for a month:

http://www.costacruise.com/usa/crui...rranean-civitavecchia_rome_italy;-201104.html

I can do "Holy Land", 11 days, then come back and do "Greece, Turkey", 10 days. Then go to western mediterranean. They both leave from rome.

Anyway, this is just science fiction, because first I'd have to quit my job, and before doing that I'd have to rob a bank, for it to be a wise choice.

27 nights, this would be good:
http://www.costacruise.com/usa/cruises_list/port_louis_mauritius;-201104.html

The problem is that it leaves from Port Louis (Mauritius), which is great, but I am afraid of getting into a plane crash down there. I don't trust flying over africa, nor sailing in the neighbourhoods.

Anyway, this is just science fiction. I keep on doing this from time to time.
 
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No real trades today, just paper trades. My boredom is reaching the higest peaks. We now just have four days to go to equal the past weeks' performance. From what I've seen, the present systems will not make money every week, but they will make money every month. So it would be normal to have two slightly unprofitable weeks now.

I don't have much new to say but I feel that I need to keep on writing. It's something that my body and mind need. It's like talking to someone. I am in fact talking to the reader. Thanks to the internet, my journals have now changed, because I now have readers, rather than just writing journals with a pen on a mead notebook that no one would ever read:

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Even better, only those who really want to read me are reading me. Even if I asked others to read me before, I never knew if my cousin or my friend really cared. But the readers I have now, they care, or else they wouldn't read.

My father is changing.

It's like a door, that's always been locked, for years, and you never go and try to open it any more for a few years, but then, after 20 years, you go and try to open it and find out that it's not locked anymore.

My dad has always been unwilling to listen to me and to care about what I had to say. And for decades all he cared is talking about politics, or at least be the one talking and lecturing others even if it had to be about their favorite topic. Say we watched taxi driver, my favorite movie. He wouldn't listen to anything I had to say about it. He wouldn't even be curious, even knowing it was my favorite movie. The conversation had to be... the monologue had to be by him on either politics or even taxi driver, but what mattered was that he talked and we all listened, in admiration.

A real sick mother ****er I'd say.

But now, after decades of putting up with this crap, I resisted this unfair conversational violence and I refused to sit there and be lectured by him. This is what I've been doing for the past few months, and it has worked. He said "today I did..." and I let him talk for 3 minutes about what he did, then when it turned into a lecture - because he still has this tendency - I interrupted him and started with my own monologue, mirroring what he had said "today I did...". And he could not oppose too much resistance, because after all I was doing the same exact thing he was doing. Only I don't know if it would have worked 5 years ago. I don't think so. He would have probably gotten very upset for being interrupted in his lecture.

But today he said "today I had lunch with this person..." and after maybe less than two minutes I interrupted his monologue and said "today I skipped lunch..." and kept going with my own monologue on my uneventful day, but what do I care - the point was that I wasn't going to listen to another one of his monologues, unless he was willing to do the same thing with me. We kept on going like this, interrupting each other's monologues for one hour, and then we said goodnight and went to bed, and I came to write this journal entry.

Two alternating monologues is not a conversation, but it's still better than just one monologue. It's more fair to myself at least.

In many ways he is similar to Jack Byrnes of Meet the Parents and of course to the Great Santini (Robert Duvall), and they all three have something in common: the military upbringing.


Actually he's much closer to this clip:

 
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it's 9.33

My room's door is wide open, 'cause he's here and he has to say to everyone going by in the hallway.

I've got some good news and some bad news.

Good news: even the two dudes in my office who got hired recently only got a contract for a year and they were hired from the start (they did not begin as interns).

Bad news: from how he's interacting with people it looks like he will stay here longer than another month. Either his internship continues or he's been hired. There was no direct reference to it, nor any certain evidence to that. But it's not looking/sounding too good for me.

Anyway, I now only have another 5 and a half hours to go, as today I will be leaving at 15.12 (I got here at 9.12).
 
it's 12.35

The day proceeds painlessly. I have finished all my work, including the office statistics, and sent them to the new boss.

I have then reclined my chair all the way to almost horizontal, so i can relax better, as I write here.

Less than 3 hours to go. About 2 and a half hours. But then he'll go to lunch, so it will be like being on vacation again, for about an hour. Then just one hour of suffering and I will be gone.

Now I would need a quick task from the investors, one of those things that take one hour or so. But they're AWOL.

So I'll need to find something by myself and I am going to go to the usual source of ideas, the "grid" at collective2:
http://www.collective2.com/cgi-perl/system/grid.mpl

The last method of proceeding was the one I used here:
http://www.trade2win.com/boards/trading-journals/85510-my-journal-2-a-181.html#post1336834

The reasoning here was that I first had to find good systems on collective2, and then I had to find out more about the guys behind them.

But an even better reasoning was that I just had to find anyone developing systems on futures, whether good or bad it did not matter, as long as they were in good faith. I just have to find blogs by developers of automated systems, and that way I can gather ideas for new systems.

However, since I already have so much in my hands, I will just wander in the collective2 web site, without a precise objective, because, unless it's something quick and a great opportunity (which I'd come across by wandering) I may not have the time to do a systematic search in this field.

So I will now just wander on collective2 and post ideas and links here, as they come to my mind and browsing.

It's 12.55 and I only have about 2 hours to go, and then I'll go home.

Ok, I could look up these good systems that I had listed here in the collective2 forum (which has a bad search engine though):
http://www.trade2win.com/boards/trading-journals/85510-my-journal-2-a-184.html#post1347792

Or I could just wander in it. Let's see if anything pops up:
https://www.collective2.com/cgi-perl/board.mpl?want=list

Or if I have to use the search engine, which sucks.

Nope. Not just the search engine but also the forum format sucks. I might have to dig deeper or abandon my little project.

Ok, abandoned.

I guess google, used with some reasoning, is just as good a source for strategies as collective2.

trading strategies for futures

Lucky, this seems good stuff:
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/

This is a short, sobering guide to futures trading. Tradingfutures.biz does not tell you how to make your first billion, but it does tell you how not to.

We also give you some useful futures trading links and a trading record sheet and we debunk myths which only serve to confuse traders and interfere tactically with their trading strategy. Sometimes the best advice is free.

1 A successful futures trading strategy
2 A brief account of my career as a futures trader
3 System trading
4 About brokers and churning
5 Trading stock index futures
6 Trading commodity and currency futures
7 Day trading versus position trading
8 A word about leverage
9 Options and other derivatives of derivatives
10 Stop loss orders stop losses, right? Wrong
11 Gaps are always filled, right? Wrong
12 Go with the flow, right? Er, right
13 Improvised rationalisations
14 Arbitrage Trading

Appendix 1 : Essential links for futures traders
Appendix 2 : A trading record sheet to print & use
Appendix 3 : Disclaimer : before you lose your shirt
Appendix 4 : Some more jargon


...

I am curious about this:
2 A brief account of my career as a futures trader

http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page2.html

Quoting the parts that interest me:

My career as a futures trader

So I had the perfect system, based on common sense and literally centuries of precedent. Looking back, if I had stuck with my original, simple plan back in 1989 to buy and accumulate, starting super-conservatively with just one single US, UK or Australian stock index futures contract and US$100,000 in my account, and accumulating one additional contract every three months, I would now be worth many, many millions of US$. At that time, the Footsie was being coy with 2,000 and the Dow was below 3,000...

After one year, I had doubled my capital from US$100,000 to just over $200,000. What effect did this have on me? Alas, dear reader, greed and arrogance are powerful companions to success in futures markets, and they sow your downfall. You say you would not be so foolish, but the forces that futures trading unleashes in the trader's psyche can be as powerful as any psychotic illusion.

I decided that, having tested myself for a year, I would now trade more aggressively, leveraging myself to a greater degree than previously planned. To offset this higher risk, I diversified, trading in four indices : the S&P 500, the Footsie, the Australian SPI, and, fatally, the Nikkei. Greed was taking precedence over planning.

As the Nikkei slumped into its long coma, I began to short it, successfully of course but at the cost of abandoning the beautiful simplicity of my original plan, which foresaw no shorting at all. I remember telling my wife incredulously "I just made $20,000 in less than 15 minutes". I omitted to tell her that I lost it again in less than 10 minutes.

Fascinating stuff. This guy definitely exists. So I'll read with more interest the rest of his web site.

By now my Melbourne broker was phoning me at 7 am each morning to talk me through the opening of the Sydney market. His aim, of course, was to wean me from my original plan which would have paid him peanuts in broking fees, and get me to trade both ways, short and long, and on a daily rather than 3-monthly basis. He did this by making me feel important and by feeding me the noise they call market gossip.

I ended up quoting everything I read so far, by how interesting it is.

He succeeded. It wasn't long before I completely lost sight of my plan and was adrift in an exciting sea of risk and uncertainty - the proper name for this is not trading : it's gambling. I remember one fateful night when I massively shorted the Nasdaq at its opening. It had been a long, hard day at work. I had a glass of red wine beside the computer. My eyes felt irresistibly heavy. As my head sank onto the desk, the Nasdaq soared. I woke an hour later, some US$70,000 poorer.

This reminds me of me. After a few trades I lose control and start getting addicted to it. The only change for me has been - after 13 years of gambling - the investors I keep mentioning. They totally took the addiction factor out of it, because for choices on both their accounts and mine, we have successfully implemented a policy according to which I need to ask them first, and it has been working completely, also in that they don't give in to my pressure, during my compulsive gambling relapses. Yes, I blame them for not letting me include the GBL_ID the other day, which would have gotten us to make 650 dollars. Maybe that was not gambling, it was just a calculated scaling up. But hey, I am the one who asked them to monitor me on my account - how can I blame them for resisting my scaling up plans? It's exactly what I wanted. I needed someone to tell me "no" sooner or later. Damn, it sucks though. Actually I didn't want them to tell me "no" this time, but I am glad they're capable of stopping me. Probably this time it would have been better to let me have my way, but sooner or later my suggestions for scaling up would have been excessive. Let's say they stopped me one step earlier, after which I would have relapsed into gambling. Anyway let's keep reading.

It's 13.22 and he left. Less than 2 hours to go.

Altogether I lost about three-quarters of a million US dollars (real ones, before those George Bush dollars), and then I had to stop. I am now too old to execute my original plan, and in any case I can no longer spare enough capital to execute it safely.

Holy cow.. this is one painful admission about a painful reality. Time flies, especially if you have no capital. And if you have it, you're screwed anyway, because with trading you just lose it at the start.

The ideal situation would be if someone was forced to paper trade until he achieves (consistent) profitability. But usually (except my case with the investors) one is on his own, and you'd have to force yourself to paper trade before you know how to trade, but you don't do it, because most of us think we're smart and we can get it right from the start, and that it'd be a waste of time to paper trade. Excluding the money I lost which I had previously made, I have lost, from 1997, when I started, only about 50 thousand dollars, which is not that much considering I've lost less than 4k per year, and about 300 dollars per month, but if I had that money now, I could actually retire tomorrow, because it would allow me to make at least 5000 dollars per month.

But hey, who's going to paper trade for 13 years? If I did, now I'd have 50k set aside, and a guaranteed profit of 10k per month. But even when i started trading with the investors six months ago, I did not have a clear idea of what my best systems were. So what I am saying is that I should have paper traded from 1997 up to December 31, 2010, because that's when the systems started producing real money again (after dropping all the bad ones). No one is going to paper trade for that long, no one.

Yes, this morning I was thinking of how I could speed things up at the start, without being reckless, because the investors would not allow it, for my own safety.

The answer is a loan from my bank. Yes. But I am not sure yes. What I am getting at is that I never asked for a loan (I am still paying a smaller loan I asked a year ago) while I was in control of my gambling. Now I'd have little to fear, and if I wired even just 10k to my own account, then it would be safe and the investors would allow me to scale up to the best 5 systems I have. But then... what if I lose it? I am going to have to work at the bank for the rest of my life to pay back, 300 euros at a time, the new loan plus the previous one. Right now i am already paying 180 euros a month for the previous loan, and it will keep going like this for another 4 years.

That was a loan I asked when I was still a gambler, though. I totally blew the money they gave me within a few months of getting it. It really sucked.

So I'll wait. I'll find another way of getting that 10k or 20k I'd need. Or I'll just wait till I get paid by the investors (with a percentage of their gains from my systems). It will take patience.

But let's keep reading.

It's now 14.00. Just one more hour to go. I went to have some tea with one of the hard-working colleagues I have. We don't go on 5 coffee breaks per day like those slackers. Once a week, during lunch break, we go for 15 minutes and have a tea at the vending machines.

This is next, "Gaps are always filled, right? Wrong":
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page11.html

Good stuff, but I knew it from my testing. And partly he is wrong, because I do have one system on opening gaps that works. So yes, they don't always work, but you can build a system based on the expectation that they will tend to get filled.

Reading this now:
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page1.html

A successful futures trading strategy

Back in 1989, I was 42 and living in Java. I decided it was time to do something about my old age. I knew the traditional pension wouldn't be enough. Nor would buying and accumulating physical stock. It had to be leveraged, but at the same time it had to be safe. My argument went like this...

...it doesn't take a mathematical genius to work out that you would have made spectacular profits over almost (and there's your risk : almost) any 10-year period in documented history. And of course you would accumulate as you went, in small increments starting from a humble single futures contract, until after ten years you had a portfolio worth millions in any currency.

Now I am just quoting, without commenting, because it's taking too long to comment everything i read.

http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page3.html

System trading means any approach to trading which relieves you of the tiresome task of having to exercise your judgment, giving you instead a 'machine' for trading : the system automatically tells you when to buy and when to sell. All you have to do is pay for the system in the first place, and then you can watch TV while the system transforms you into a billionaire.

There are people, including some brokers, who will solemnly tell you that it is irresponsible to trade without a system, that the impersonality of a system is a necessary discipline to prevent you from treating the market as a casino.

They omit to say that gambling is not the only alternative to using a system. Another is something sensible and conservative along the lines described on page 1. Yet another is the kind of macro-economic judgement that George Soros exercised in his successful campaign against the pound. Yes, I would call such massive, nail-biting punts 'campaigns', whose end is determined by the fulfilling of the predicted event, in this case a big fall in the value of the pound.

And here's where he gets me upset:

Think about it : if it were possible to devise a system for trading profitably, the owner of that system would become almost infinitely wealthy, and the markets in which he traded would cease to operate as indicators of real value. It's just plain silly to think that there's some way you can varnish your toe-nails while a 'system' gets you rich. If their system worked, it wouldn't be in their interest to sell it. The fact is, successful trading requires sound judgement and always involves some degree of risk.

He says that automated trading systems do not work and if they worked they would make the owner infinitely rich. That's total bull****. I know they work, I see it work, and I can count on at least 10% per month. But now tell me how can I grow infinitely rich if I am starting with 2000 dollars (which is what I started with just two months ago).

Let me use excel here.

After 1 year:
6 thousands

2 years:
20 thousands

3 years:
62 thousands

4 years:
194 thousands

5 years:
609 thousands

6 years:
2 millions

7 years:
6 millions

8 years:
19 millions

Then the systems stop working because you're trading too many contracts and they start affecting prices (your bid-ask spread increases).

So did I get infinitely rich? Nope. This proves that even if systems work, you don't become infinitely rich.

Let's keep reading. There's some interesting thoughts that sound great but are partly wrong:

~ The notion that markets move in waves, whose motion can be scientifically predicted. This is a particularly popular one because "after all, you only have to look at any chart to see that such waves exist". Yes, but try predicting the level of any given wave at any given time and you will find it is as futile an exercise as doing the same thing with real waves on a beach.

This guy is knowledgeable, a great writer, convincing, and yet wrong:
~ The notion that markets move in multiples of special numbers (Fibonnaci numbers are the best known), such as 33.33% or 66.66% or in special shapes such as triangles of a particular shape. Gann, an architect of such magic shapes and numbers, is said to have died rich, but a book called "Winner Takes All" debunks this claim, saying he died a pauper. Linked to this is a ridiculous story that a group of Pygmalion-style beginners called "Turtles" was trained in the master's cunning ways and all became millionaires subsequently (and so can we all, for a fat fee).

And here is how I know that this guy doesn't know enough about system trading:
Almost none of these systems is, in fact, 'automatic' and therefore they are not systems at all. Buried deep in the instructions you will find phrases such as "traders should exercise their judgement" before making a trade. The reason for this is obvious : if the system were 100% automatic, it would be easy to test and its failure would immediately be clear for all to see.

That is what we mean by "back-testing", "forward-testing", "in-sample", "out-of-sample", "sharpe ratio" and other performance parameters. Obviously he doesn't know anything about this.

http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page4.html

Brokers die if you don't trade, and become fat and sleek if you trade often. It is therefore in their interests to encourage you to "churn" your account, i.e. keep buying and selling mindlessly.

In my experience, Australian futures brokers have been the worst in this respect. They were laid back and disarmingly unprocedural, leaving the client wide open to psychological manipulation. Here's an example of how an Australian broker got me to "churn" my account : he interrupted a business meeting with an "urgent" call to tell me that President Gorbachev had pneumonia and, with his weak heart and all, could die, ergo Glasnost ends and the Cold War returns and world markets crash, ergo sell.

Now, I'm in this meeting in Java right, so the other people are listening in awe as I interrupt the meeting to sagely discuss Gorbachev's health with a broker 5,000 km away. Being older and wiser now, I would laugh and put the phone down. But then I felt self-important and flattered that he would call me from overseas. I couldn't resist making the trade in front of my business colleagues, who were suitably impressed. Result : a win for the broker and a loss for me.

Scales fell from my eyes when I later visited Melbourne and discovered that this expert in world economics and politics was a hungry-looking youth of not much more than 20.

This time what he wrote is wise, pleasant and humorous.


More food for thought:
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page10.html

Another fond illusion, I'm afraid.

Brokers make a sizeable proportion of their fees, sometimes approaching 50%, from stop-loss orders. No wonder then that many brokers will solemnly warn you that you are irresponsible if you do not always have a stop loss order in place for each and every position that you take. In many cases they will actually require it.

At first sight it seems sensible, but look again.

Unscrupulous brokers will encourage you to place your stop close to your original price, virtually guaranteeing that it will be triggered, thus churning your account at your expense.

If you place your stop a long way from the original price that you paid for the contract, there's hardly any point in placing it - all it may protect you from is a collision with an asteroid belt.

And if you place it too close, you'll get "stopped out" only to see the market move back in your favour. Remember, markets constantly 'vibrate' up and down. It's really a lose-lose situation that benefits only the broker. And in a major crash (invariably followed by a rebound) your stop loss order will be executed a long way from its trigger price, amplifying your loss.

What to do? There's really no alternative but to decide from the start of your campaign at what price level you will abandon your overall, long-term position, and grit your teeth as the market moves against you in the short term. Be prepared for huge swings, calculating how much you can afford to lose, and consequently work out how much money you need to put at risk - a lot more than you think, when you work it out.

So yes, you need to have a stop loss order in place, but it needs to be a long, long way from your original position and its triggering should mark the end of your campaign. If you do it right, it will almost certainly never be triggered, to the chagrin of your broker and to your enrichment.

But then again there's always that asteroid belt.

Even more humorous innovative original provocative food for thought (sometimes wrong):
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page12.html

So system trading is a sham, brokers can't be trusted, stop-loss orders don't stop losses, and gaps don't always get filled. Is nothing sacred?*

Well, when all else has failed and you are watching your life savings efficiently funnel themselves into other peoples' pockets on your state-of-the-art trading software, your broker will often pull out another hoary old adage : "Go with the flow". "You keep fighting the market", he tells you with all the tenderness and concern of a leech on a pig's haunch, "you're only playing it one way - you should go with the flow..."

Brokers like this expression so much they've invented another one that means the same thing : "The trend is your friend". Why are brokers so fond of mouthing these two aphorisms? Because...

1 It makes them sound smart.
2 They like simple rhymes because they have low IQ's.
3 It encourages you to trade more frequently, because it requires you to go both long and short, as the market mood changes. This is good for them, but bad for you because you simply eat up your capital in commissions.

Think about it : what exactly is the "flow" or the "trend"? The truth is it's an ever-changing ebb and flow of sentiment that, like the sea, can change direction at any time.

More importantly : the graph-line on a 5-minute chart may well be apparently heading upwards while the same market on a 60-minute chart is heading downwards, and then again on a daily chart it's heading upwards, but hey! - look at that strong down-trend on the monthly chart...

In short : one man's up-trend is another man's down-trend, and both can change direction at any time. Sorry.

This dude is right about everything except his concept that automated trading systems do not exist or do not work.

Now this is just awesome, because that's what I always thought journalists do all the time, on newspapers and on TV:
http://www.tradingfutures.biz/page13.html

Improvised Rationalizations

I recently had a Japanese student at my English language school who told me at his admission interview that he worked for a futures broker in Tokyo. I didn't tell him that I traded futures, otherwise he would have perceived me as a potential client and talked to me the way futures brokers talk to clients - less than candidly, in a nutshell.

"My word Sato," I said, "that sounds like an exciting job. How do you like it?"

"I hate it." he said with a dark look. "Every morning I go to work feeling bad."

"Why? Surely it's an exciting job with an international flavor and lots of money to be made?"

"My job is to think of reasons. Every day the markets go up or down, and our clients want to know why. So we have to find a reason. That is my job."

"You mean... you invent the reasons afterward?"

"Of course. That's my job. I hate it because every day they are waiting for me to come to work with a reason for yesterday's rise or fall and sometimes it's impossible to find a really good reason... Nobody actually knows why markets go up or down."

You have been warned.

It is 14.49. Just another 20 minutes here before going home. That web site was pleasant, interesting. I don't know if it will help me make any money, but it was pleasant to read. Now I am done and there's nothing more to read on it.

Now I will brush my teeth and then come back and go home. It is now 14.51, and in exactly 20 minutes I will be able to leave and go home.
 
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I've been thinking.

I was looking for some old friends from a school I went to and I was reading what they've done, and for the first time I've realized that I haven't done much. That most of them have done more than me. Doctors, airplane pilot... and so on.

This is depressing. I feel i need to get started studying something more. Not a foreign language. Maybe a programming language. Something big. I haven't been doing anything for years.

Or maybe I could just look for some job online, to make some extra money... nah, but that doesn't make any sense. To be part-time on your job and then get another job.

But still, I need to do something more, to balance this feeling of being a failure.

The increasing part time schedule has been increasing my feelings of being a failure (besides growing older).

When you stay at work until six pm, you don't have the time to realize that you've done nothing in your life and so on.

But then i started coming home at 5 pm, three years. Then two years ago, I started coming home at 4, then last year at 3.30, and now at 3 pm.

This, without decreasing by much my slim salary, has opened my eyes, because it's given me more time to think.

It's good to open my eyes, because even if I stayed until 6 pm, I still would have been doing nothing there. People who stay there that late don't get much done anyway. They just talk more.

But now, instead of them, I see. Now i have time to think.

I think I might now start learning a language (programming or similar) or I might do some translation work. I would like to ideally get a small job that could value my capabilities and get me somewhere around 2000 dollars or so, so I can wire it to my trading account.

It might not be anything related to trading, because in this field, just like me, no one is willing to pay anyone for anything - also due to the many scams in this area. For example, I distrust even someone writing a book on trading.

I might talk to my father about it. Or I might investigate on translation work. After all, if it is not compulsory and no one is forcing me to do it, I might find it pleasant.

Nope, I googled for a bit and I realized it is not for me. It takes too much work to translate things as well as I want to, and I would not get paid enough.

If I don't find it anything, I can always invest my free time in relaxation and sleep, from which might come other positive things, and maybe new ideas.

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