For clarification the highest loss I have suffered is nearly £1,200 (60% of my starting capital and based on £10 a pip), and this happened within the last two weeks. But I recovered it and more before the end of the day. I am not bragging or complaining - it is a fact. If I had got to the 100% point then I wouldn't be here today.
Mo - that fact is setting you up to lose and lose it all.
See, you got away with nearly being blown out once but you held your nerve and the market came back. Well done.
Trouble is this will have effected your overall Psychology. You brain now thinks 'I did it once, I can do it again'. You probably won't realise this though as these thoughts and reafirmations are going in in the depths of your brain.
Chances are it will happen again and you'll get the cash back, another positive for your Psychology which re-inforces the fact that it's Ok to lose big because you're a fighter.
This might go on (lose big with an open position, get it back) for sometime until it doesn't and you end up losing 80% on one trade.
Then you're out of the game regardless of whether you've got more money to deposit because your brain is totally shot to pieces. But that's if you're not a gambler.
If you're a gambler then you;ll be back for more, believe me, and the same result will happen.
Summary: Successful trading is all about managing risk and not only are you not managing it you're not even considering it. Gamblers ruin will therefore get you as sure as the Sun rises in the East.
Good luck anyway and you've got a hell of a ride coming