Hello @llllllIIlll and trendie.
It's interesting reading about your experiences in FTMO, and I really appreciate both of your honest, open synopsis and discussions.
I've not looked into FTMO in depth (and I'm probably too chicken to do something like this), but what I'm keen to understand is your motivation for undertaking these challenges, and in particular whether you feel you are trying to learn or improve your trading techniques, (or whether you think it will guide you to become a better trader) because on the face of it the restrictions imposed by FTMO (garnered from reading your journals) are causing problems (eg max daily loss) so don't appear to fit with the way you would trade normally.
It's interesting reading about your experiences in FTMO, and I really appreciate both of your honest, open synopsis and discussions.
I've not looked into FTMO in depth (and I'm probably too chicken to do something like this), but what I'm keen to understand is your motivation for undertaking these challenges, and in particular whether you feel you are trying to learn or improve your trading techniques, (or whether you think it will guide you to become a better trader) because on the face of it the restrictions imposed by FTMO (garnered from reading your journals) are causing problems (eg max daily loss) so don't appear to fit with the way you would trade normally.