today has been a terrible day for me, and the worst part, is that it is all my fault. It is the first day i can trade full time in a couple of months. think i have left on the table something like +150 pips.
the day starts at 7:30, look at the chart, and see the overnight bias short is broken (see chart), but have to take my 4year old to her summer camp at 830, so wait. I come back, see euryen makes a move and a pullback, have a look at audyen and it hasnt taken the overnight bias, so trade that one long. take +16 which is fine.
here is where it starts. the numbering below relates to the attached chart:
1) spot a "tricky" pullback testing the 4hr open from 9 AM @ 157.52, take a long @ 64, price goes immediately in my favour, and i move my stop to BE too quickly. BAD STOP MANAGEMENT: to be honest, i got scared i would get stopped out with a loss and left a free trade, that had a 50 pip target. I got stopped out, and upset. went out to calm myself down for my stupidity and lack of emotional stength.
2) after the target is met to the pip price pulls back and i spot a potential HS for a short with an entry around 158.00. computer too slow, platform freezing.....no trade (i am to blame because i havent installed a memory upgrade i bought some time ago
).
3) i restart computer, price comes and tests neckline. the 13:00 4hr chart is about to close. I wait for the close. I dont enter, dont want to enter there, lack of confidence. miss entry @157.80
4) price moves down fast and takes the new trend bias for the day (up trend). i am now waiting for a pullback to neckline and trendline. price moved fast, and i just jump in @ 157.58. prices goes in my favour, tests 40, i move my stop to BE, and get stopped out. i now expect a deeper pullback. computer giving problems again. price feed unfreezes and see price going down, I get upset, and go out again.
5) last go. price busts daily low, pullsback, and i just enter 157.15. price moves quick, computer slowing down, I am fed up, cant face a loss after such a crap day, manage to enter a stop at BE, computer freezes. when computer ok again, i see im doing fine with +30.....only to find out i was stopped out to the pip while computer froze. even more upset. close platform. end of day.
so, all in all a day in which no matter how sharp i am with price reading, if im not emotionally and psychologically focused i will make mistakes. I actually got lucky i didnt take losses.
Seems i still cant overcome the fear of loss. so there you go, a bad day, and i am particularly embarrased with myself.