JTraders’ ‘Tell the Truth … RU Even a Net Winner?’ thread is the latest in a series of threads posted by members experiencing problems with their trading. Well, here’s one more to add to the tally. Hopefully, it will be the last and then everyone can start making some money!
I left full time employment at the end of Oct’ 2007 to become a full time day trader of U.S. equities. I went ‘live’ with real money in April this year and, since then, I have done over 1,000 trades. I’ve had profitable days, profitable weeks and, even, two months where I made a gross profit and one (but only one) in which I made a small net profit. However, there’s no escaping the fact that the equity curve is in the twenty past four zone. Hard as it is, I have to face facts and accept the unpalatable truth that I’m flogging a dead horse. I can do okay in a competition trading virtual paper money and I can ‘talk the talk’, but the plain fact of the matter is that I can’t ‘walk the walk’ with real money.
Rather than suffer the ignominy of losing all my capital through a death by a thousand cuts, I’ve decided that enough is enough and to cease day trading as career from today. There’s sufficient capital left in my account to put towards re-training or starting a ‘conventional’ business. (Any ideas on that front gratefully received). My wonderful and long suffering wife has been the only bread winner since I left full time employment and it’s only fair to her – and important to our marriage as well as to my own self esteem – that I do something that generates some income. And soon!
I don’t intend to turn my back on trading completely as it fascinates me and that would be a waste of the thousands upon thousands of hours spent studying charts, reading books and posts here on T2W etc. So, I will keep my hand in and continue to dabble with an E.o.D. strategy. Although there’s little evidence to support this, a part of me still believes that out there somewhere is a trading style and profitable strategy with my name on it. I’ve just yet to find it. That said though, through necessity, I will not be spending anything like as much time here on T2W as I have been doing. Therefore, I resign from my role as a ‘T2W Advisor’ and I hope sincerely that my efforts haven’t done anyone any long-term lasting damage. Lastly, I would like to thank all those members who have freely given me their help and support over the years. (You know who you are.) My failure in this business is down to me and me alone and in no way reflects the quality or validity of the great advice that I’ve received from the many traders who’ve done their utmost to help me.
Season’s greetings and good trading to you all.
Tim.