First Your direct assertion that yours truly is a retail fx trader is a bit over imaginative.
Second "mediocrity" is a preferred choice for 99% in this world. It is great feeling to be a mediocre. Life is so manageable that way.
Third yes being clueless is not cool but you are knocking on the wrong doors of a very huge castle guarded by people you cannot fight with a single man army.
...and to put it into perspective for your over excited neurons, retail FX is as profitable for its users as the huge number of jackpots won every night in Vegas.
The house has the upper edge. Always.
If you want to really earn money, start a business and not waste your time and effort gambling away coins.
Give retail trading the same rank you give your local slot machine. Then you would be fine.