yes, i agree that the stress is not for everybody. but i justify it that when times are good, its probably best job in the world since it gives u so much freedom and once someone finds their "edge" its possible to make a reasonable amount day in and day out.
scalping is probably the best way to make money in the bund. however, when u catch a move in the right direction and ride it, its extremely profitable and if u were scalping and just took 2 ticks off of a 15 tick move then thats a horrible feeling (especially if u reverse ur position and end up with a loser) but it happens. When the bund fails to break through a level, especially in a fast markets, it makes sense to sell the high, buy low and just wait instead of trying to scalp.
I do not worry too much about roundtrips as i'm only paying 80 eurocents per roundtrip and that is great as I am only doing 2 lots so if/when I do 20 lots I will get a substantial reduction in costs.
I would appreciate the CQG data as i do have CQG.
I am doing very well today after being stopped out yesterday, starting to figure out this market and not get too greedy and cut the losers out (easier said than done obviously)