Not enough tension in the second block. But there was a little trend
Welcome Mynaus, and good luck to you in this hard journey we are heading to
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Here are my two trades for today (maybe more will come...)
I've passed through a very tough time this last month. I lost a lot (almost 20 % of my account). Most of it were lost in two situations: In the heat of a News report, were I was seeing trades all over the place, were there was none. And in times were I wanted my money back from this evil market that just ripped me off. I lied to myself, finding excuses after each non-valid trades.
But in the last days, I am getting my self back on track. I am still waking up at 5 am, but instead of looking to make money, I am just contemplating my chart. It feels great to escape from this horrible state of mind (of greed and hurt feelings), that can span between 1 min, to a month, like I have experienced recently. Every day I was trading, I was in to get the money lost the day before. The same the next day. How devastating it can be!!!! I was always managing my trades well, but I was just taking trades that were absolutely not valid in any respect, except that there were ''some'' tension, but nothing valid.
I am now also doing some yoga exercise before my trading session and every time I feel tensed (because I should never feel tensed by simply looking at those sweet little candles marching on my chart).
I have deleted all my previous historical data to stop looking at this stupid and destructive line that tells me, to the cent, how much I lost.
I have also brought my volume to the minimum my broker allows me to trade with (0.1 mini lot). October is my stress test
😉 If , and only if, I am profitable, I will bring my volume back to 1% risk. And in January I will start to trade at 2 percent, if I manage to be consistently profitable over the next three months.
Here we are. Sometime we have to kick our selves, especially in a world (the trading world) where there is no rules at all. Or it is too easy to end up fooled by our own feelings.
As always, I like to use this forum as a psychotherapeutic session
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Have a great to you all!
PS: I have also found out that using the black and white candles and the very compressed chart (like Bob Volman uses) helps me to not get too excited in front of a big move, and the colors helps as well. I don't know why, but psychologically it is less full of ''action''. Especially when there is none. I don't see the ultra micro setups that means nothing, but more the real important and meaningful ones. Whatever works to trick my evil side
😉 I have also downloaded all charts from Bob Volman from the beginning he started to post, around september 2012, and I am reviewing them all, a bit every day.