Not enough tension in the second block. But there was a little trend
Welcome Mynaus, and good luck to you in this hard journey we are heading to
Here are my two trades for today (maybe more will come...)
I've passed through a very tough time this last month. I lost a lot (almost 20 % of my account). Most of it were lost in two situations: In the heat of a News report, were I was seeing trades all over the place, were there was none. And in times were I wanted my money back from this evil market that just ripped me off. I lied to myself, finding excuses after each non-valid trades.
But in the last days, I am getting my self back on track. I am still waking up at 5 am, but instead of looking to make money, I am just contemplating my chart. It feels great to escape from this horrible state of mind (of greed and hurt feelings), that can span between 1 min, to a month, like I have experienced recently. Every day I was trading, I was in to get the money lost the day before. The same the next day. How devastating it can be!!!! I was always managing my trades well, but I was just taking trades that were absolutely not valid in any respect, except that there were ''some'' tension, but nothing valid.
I am now also doing some yoga exercise before my trading session and every time I feel tensed (because I should never feel tensed by simply looking at those sweet little candles marching on my chart).
I have deleted all my previous historical data to stop looking at this stupid and destructive line that tells me, to the cent, how much I lost.
I have also brought my volume to the minimum my broker allows me to trade with (0.1 mini lot). October is my stress test
If , and only if, I am profitable, I will bring my volume back to 1% risk. And in January I will start to trade at 2 percent, if I manage to be consistently profitable over the next three months.
Here we are. Sometime we have to kick our selves, especially in a world (the trading world) where there is no rules at all. Or it is too easy to end up fooled by our own feelings.
As always, I like to use this forum as a psychotherapeutic session
Have a great to you all!
PS: I have also found out that using the black and white candles and the very compressed chart (like Bob Volman uses) helps me to not get too excited in front of a big move, and the colors helps as well. I don't know why, but psychologically it is less full of ''action''. Especially when there is none. I don't see the ultra micro setups that means nothing, but more the real important and meaningful ones. Whatever works to trick my evil side
I have also downloaded all charts from Bob Volman from the beginning he started to post, around september 2012, and I am reviewing them all, a bit every day.