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Your ego is coming forth, I am not a kid and I can see when it takes somebody over...I do not want say more things to you, they might hurt and I do not think you deserve it.....but you have to beware of your ego, if you let it come to town, it will eat you alive and it will have not ant mercy on you, it can also make you believe that you are something that you are not, it is all part of his work, it is just adding more spices to make you more tasty...just do no let him, he is not you, it feeds from you fears.....
to me is not important how good you are as trader, yes skills are all interesting and it is fun to share, but for me it is more important how you are as a person working in finding your yourself......
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