Without a thoroughly tested trading plan, why did you ever put money on the line?
Your tolerance to risk is clearly not great (I don't mean that in a disparaging way because that's true with most people). Why are you still thinking of taking a 5% risk per trade, which in my opinion is huge. I won't even talk about 10%.
What's the rush about? Take your time and enjoy life while you still can. Not sure if you have realised but otherwise winning attributes like 'working hard' and 'wanting something badly' are usually counter-productive in trading.
Your tolerance to risk is clearly not great (I don't mean that in a disparaging way because that's true with most people). Why are you still thinking of taking a 5% risk per trade, which in my opinion is huge. I won't even talk about 10%.
What's the rush about? Take your time and enjoy life while you still can. Not sure if you have realised but otherwise winning attributes like 'working hard' and 'wanting something badly' are usually counter-productive in trading.