All of you thanks for reading into my stupidity and trying to advise me the best you couild.
First of all I closed my positions last friday morning while the dax made a mini sprint upwards, so @ 10:25:25 my short and long position were closed. In the end I was so relieved even though I took that loss (€1300), because I was seriously anxious to lose it all.
I didn't have any plan and like spitlink said before and I was gambling. I shouldn't have ever put myself in that position at this stage of trading.
Ofcourse I got my money out of the account and will rethink my approach. I virtually lost most of what I made in the weeks before and can repay my dad from the current loss. I'll go back to basics and start there. Ofcourse I wil start reading again at the beginning of the forum but all extra tips and personal expierences are welcome.
Theres gambling with a plan and gambling without a plan. Either way trading is a form of gambling, as Is walking to the shops.
Starting from basics:- Great, start by forgetting the forum and getting yourself some books.
Trading in the zone.
(Will give you an insight in what the market really is as well as start into your own mind)
Wizard series by J Schwager.
(An insight into how some of the best traders of our time think and approach the market)
Technical side, 10%:
On some level at the very least, you have to buy low and sell high, period!
You have to manage your risk. That means
not trading 25pp with a 10k account! 1-3would be more realistic.
Psychological side, 90%:
Is the part of trading that practically nobody wants to address. Its the big pink jumbo in the room.
Where you think that anxiety came from? The market? Utuh, it was all you. Or more accurately, your mind.
You wanna know why
'I got that drink'? Its because I knew I wouldnt listen... Will you?.. One sec. Im just gonna get that drink!