you may feel I am stupid a**********hole but I was trading in CFDs without any knowledge of the markets or trade
Let me break down my losses, I can give micro detail of each day if someone wants
I started trading with Natwest index trader with £13,600 and though I made good money but lost more to their commissions.
Thus I transfered rest of money £13,086 to CMC markets, where on day one I made it to £14,000.
On day two I incurred losses and was reduced to around £3000, I added another £4000 and more trading reduced to to juston £516 (Five hunderede and sixteen pound)
I did not lose my hope and decided to study and continue trading but this time cautiously and as I am on holidays from my job I was able to give 100% time to it
Following morning I made this £516 to £597
next day £597 to £711
Next day £711 to 803
next day £803 to 991
next day morning £991 to £1317 and in the afternoon this £1317 was reduced to £783
next day I made £783 to £927
next day ££927 was reduced to £535
untill this morning it was lost as well