First let me just say that I really appreciate all the replys, it is much easier when there are others who have been there that you can talk about. I guess everybody goes through this variance at some point or another and it's just part of the game. Still doesn't justify what I did, but I think at least recognizing it and correcting it for next time is a good step in the right direction. I have been reading and going through some articles on this site for quite some time and can definitely see most of you guys know exactly what you are talking about, so much respect coming from my end. With that being said I will try and respond to all the comments and questions. What I did was obviously stupid and unwarranted, I am young and I have a lot to learn (clearly) but regaurdless I am here to learn and really appreciate the support.
Why did you buy CXZ in the first place? What time frame are you buying it over? What exactly were you expecting from a penny stock which can move a few cents and represent a 15% move against you?
I was planning on buying and holding for any time between 1-2 days. Not particularly holding it over the long term. Why did I buy it? Purely speculation, some drive to just jump in the markets because I never have been able to before, and some comments from my dad who is a day trader. I really considering my experience didn't know what to expect, however not exactly what happened.
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CXZ is on a clear downtrend on the daily chart.
Never go long on a swing trade or investment when the price is falling.
Richard
I guess taking this away from the situation and learning something, maybe it was the price I had to pay
Have you been paper trading a fantasy portfolio before this live trade? If so, for how long and how many trades - and what were your results?
I have been trading a fantasy portfolio for a long time. Obviously not using the strategy that I used (or lack there of) but I have consistently paper traded for a few years on wallstreetsurvivor.com, and my long term portfolio that started at 100k, is at 211k. Anyways, that doesn't say much when i'm down 20% in my first 2 days of trading. But with that in mind, I think that doing anything fantasy is much different than how you play real markets. I learned this 2 years ago when I started playing online poker, I played with play money for several months since I didn't have a credit card at the time. I got to a point where I could virtually beat anybody in the play chip games on fulltilt and pokerstars. Needless to say, I was eager to deposit some real money and start making a fortune, but it didn't happen that way. Emotions played a huge part for the first couple months playing with real money which really affected my game play. I started really digging deeper and caring about every hand in real money (similar to trading as I think each trade needs more thought and precision) Anyway, as a result I lost $1200 over a year before I ever cashed out once. (keep in mind I was about 16 years old at this point so this is A LOT of money) Anyway, it took me a year to become a breakeven player after mastering play chips. I feel that this goes for most scenarios that are similar and trading is something you have to adapt to in the real markets not fantasy portfolios. That is just my opinion however, everybody is different.
You have been hurt and you are in shock. Many of us have had similar experiences. What to do now?
Paper trade for a while. Try out your ideas where the harm is not to your real money account. Share your ideas here and get feedback with your training wheels on.
Once you have a better feel for what is happening and you have had two or three successful trades in a row, begin trading for small money. Paper trading has its limitations in realism in both how fills are made and how you react psychologically.
You must survive to thrive. Learn about money management and the concept of risk of ruin to better size your trades. Learn the mechanics of limiting your losses when the trade goes against you. No one gets it right 100% of the time. How you handle your losses, both in limiting them and psychologically are critical to survival.
Commissions are the cost of doing business and should never drive your trade size.
Don't trade if it's not fun.
Paper trading: As I said before, paper trading isn't something mentally I can compare to real life trading. I think that getting past and eliminating emotions is very crucial in order to be successful, that is something I can't do on paper. With that being said, I think it is important to develop strategy which can obviously be tested on paper, but at this point i'm very new and know little to anything about strategy.
About commision, please bear in mind that my account is only about $2,000. It is with questrade so I am only paying $4.95 / trade. Obviously risking everything isn't the right idea no matter what the circumstances, but the motive behind trading is obviously making money. So if I know every trade in the + or - will still end up losing because of commision, it's mentally tough to trade that way. Regaurdless I will take that advice and try to apply it as best I can.