I guess none of the brokers are concerned about your current financial status, they do verify the traders' identity and allow them to start depositing and withdrawals.
Jeez, looks like what you did didn't work out for you....
my recommendation for continuing is to have a bankroll, as in, have a carefully separated amount/percentage of funds so that you can play this game and eat at the same time. Don't sacrifice immediate comforts for future money, a lot of people will tell you to do that but if you're having troubling providing for yourself then you won't be able to make rational decisions as easily.
I personally know people who are terrible about money, and about trading - as a distribution. And strangely enough - they manage to earn! Perhaps this is of course a matter of luck, but the fact itself ..