John
I have to admire your honesty in your posts and admit they have helped me a lot. I have exhibited the exact same madness while 'trading' racking up massive losses and even yesterday had a big loss but not account blowing in size though.
Seeing your posts made me more cautious and brought me back down to a safe level for my own sanity and bank balance!
Don't take it the wrong way but you gotta take a break. I feel your stress.
Today I traded positions a fraction of the size of my usual sweat inducing ones. I felt no stress, made some money and felt really good!
Postman's recent post on size and earnings was really good. You can only make money in a reasonable proportion to your account size without the risk being too great.
You can check my posts here.. I once made £20k from a £5k account in 3 months. Then in a few days of emotional trading it was wiped out. Dark days!
I deliberately keep my account small to limit my leverage but have found recently I was topping it up soon after I had some big losers. Old habits...
Don't chase the money you've lost. Preserve what you have left.
Good luck! I genuinely wish you well.
I have to admire your honesty in your posts and admit they have helped me a lot. I have exhibited the exact same madness while 'trading' racking up massive losses and even yesterday had a big loss but not account blowing in size though.
Seeing your posts made me more cautious and brought me back down to a safe level for my own sanity and bank balance!
Don't take it the wrong way but you gotta take a break. I feel your stress.
Today I traded positions a fraction of the size of my usual sweat inducing ones. I felt no stress, made some money and felt really good!
Postman's recent post on size and earnings was really good. You can only make money in a reasonable proportion to your account size without the risk being too great.
You can check my posts here.. I once made £20k from a £5k account in 3 months. Then in a few days of emotional trading it was wiped out. Dark days!
I deliberately keep my account small to limit my leverage but have found recently I was topping it up soon after I had some big losers. Old habits...
Don't chase the money you've lost. Preserve what you have left.
Good luck! I genuinely wish you well.