Well, everone has to handle his own luck
I did not realize how much I miss the markets until some months ago, and with this depression (and my other business being a fight every day - well, I do make good money there, but I hate fighting with customers fighting on their own). As I am FOREX invovled by force now (mostly paid in another currency than I spend)... I started watching the markets again, an suddenly it all was there again
Technically, I would say I actually DID commit suicide at that time, and it now took me 8 years to build up a new and fresh life
My body was unhurt, but
well, the rest is another story.
And there are some so nice cars around these days...
Artega - Inspiration in Bewegung | startseite... I have to get back to the market
That said, here are some people here making a living or at least some significant side income from trading. You will find there are not so few. Only 1 in 20 makes consistent money, but this includes lots of wannabees in the 20 - and there are LOT of them
So the 5% is also not too small. Making Money is not that hard, actually. A lot depends on ignoring the "risk is excitement" part and sticking to a plan. Today things are great, you can automate so much...
...but most software sucks (just painfully tried to get a trading system from me implemented on the weekend - I simply could not get the software (ninjatrader) do what the code said it should do, and there was NO debugging support. VERY painfull
I see trades not entered, that are clearly there, but can not even step through the code in the bars to see WHY THEY ARE NOT OPENED
So, I will do my own framework, for trading, and enter the markets
Somehow I feel excited like 20 years ago on my first trade
Just I KNOW I can do it
Realistic targets are above 10% per month, btw., for SMALLER traders. Not means "very small", but if you run 10 million it is hard to take out that much money - you simply can not enter / exit all markets "at will" because you have more contracts than you can easily close. Slippage rises.
Life CAN be fun. I remember going on a weekend to Disney Land. Cost - hm. by todays Euro around 5000, for two people. First class, Limo service, suite in the hotel etc. Planning a trip to las vegas on a Friday, talking to the travel agent and saying "get me there, and I do not really are about costs - just do not send me economy"
It was painfull, btw - bad timing, we had to fly partially economy, most business, but went through the wrong side of the US, as that was the only place with available seats - from Frankfurt in germany to LAX to Vegas
UI even lost some money there -100 USD or so. No fun in gambling
Way too crappy risk / reward